02-07-2020, 10:00 PM
02-12-2020, 12:33 AM
ooc: This may be something small and seemingly random, but I promise it has a greater point to it that'll be revealed soon enough. Didn't feel like I should properly start this idea I want to do now that I'm back on a simple "in action" match I guess.
Where am I?
Why can't I remember how I got here?
The last thing I can remember clearly is the bitter taste of yet another defeat...
I lost to that hot Texas girl obsessed with violence... she didn't take too kindly to playing along with me...
I remember making it backstage and then... nothing...
Nothingness is all I can see or hear right now... the occasional beep of what might be medical equipment pierces it, but otherwise... nothing.
…
I'm afraid...
I'm afraid because I don't know what happened.
I'm afraid because I don't know who, if anyone, is watching over me.
I'm afraid that maybe... that mysterious bitch in the black cloak may have been on to something after all...
Maybe I am destined to be alone, that I don't comprehend whatever I need to do to make my mark.
Maybe I'm missing something...
It can't possibly be her though... right?
If she wanted to emphasize how alone I am, she wouldn't have even talked to me in the first place.
And yet, in the nothingness, all I can comprehend is that I am alone...
I do feel as though something else may have awakened...
I do not know what it means...
…
Maybe SCW has endangered itself by pushing me too far.
Or maybe I'm just wishing that would be the case.
I truly don't know anymore.
All I can comprehend right now is this endless void surrounding me...
Whatever that may mean...
Where am I?
Why can't I remember how I got here?
The last thing I can remember clearly is the bitter taste of yet another defeat...
I lost to that hot Texas girl obsessed with violence... she didn't take too kindly to playing along with me...
I remember making it backstage and then... nothing...
Nothingness is all I can see or hear right now... the occasional beep of what might be medical equipment pierces it, but otherwise... nothing.
…
I'm afraid...
I'm afraid because I don't know what happened.
I'm afraid because I don't know who, if anyone, is watching over me.
I'm afraid that maybe... that mysterious bitch in the black cloak may have been on to something after all...
Maybe I am destined to be alone, that I don't comprehend whatever I need to do to make my mark.
Maybe I'm missing something...
It can't possibly be her though... right?
If she wanted to emphasize how alone I am, she wouldn't have even talked to me in the first place.
And yet, in the nothingness, all I can comprehend is that I am alone...
I do feel as though something else may have awakened...
I do not know what it means...
…
Maybe SCW has endangered itself by pushing me too far.
Or maybe I'm just wishing that would be the case.
I truly don't know anymore.
All I can comprehend right now is this endless void surrounding me...
Whatever that may mean...