03-27-2020, 04:22 PM
03-31-2020, 01:08 PM
03-31-2020, 11:17 PM
OOC: Shoutout to Adam for letting me use his character in my RP's.
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Phone call about what happened a few hours ago. Memphis, Tennessee. Sunday 15th March. (Off Camera)
Things that happened in the match were unexpected, Konrad clocking the referee during his match against Katie Steward was very surprising. He had his head down in shame, walking back to his locker room. As Konrad got to his locker room, Jerry shook his head at Konrad on the action that happened to the referee. Because of how ashamed he was, Konrad packed his stuff away and left the arena without saying a word to anyone, knowing he can only blame himself for the damage he done to the referee. He shook his head, knowing his dark side came right at that moment.
As they were waiting in the airport, waiting for his private plane to land as they were an hour early, there was vibration from his pocket as he digs inside and pulls out his phone and slides the phone to accept the call. Konrad said his hellos like usual before someone got down to business. It turns out it was his mental health doctor, Doctor Schneider on the phone.
Doctor Schneider: "After what I've seen you done a few hours ago, it's clear you need to come in and talk to me on Friday. I'm booking your name right now. Same time as usual."
All Konrad could do was nod, barely able to say anything because of the damage he had done as he shakes, fearing what he could be told to do. Schneider says this in a slight tone of voice, making sure Konrad was paying attention.
Doctor Schneider: "Did you hear what I said?"
Konrad Raab: "Yeah. Friday at ten in the morning in Las Vegas."
Doctor Schneider: "Good. I expect to see you on Friday at ten."
Konrad was barely able to talk to his mental health doctor, let alone anyone at the airport. He's messed up in his head. Jerry was getting ignored, more Konrad needed time to feel ashamed of his actions. He didn't speak the entire time he went to his apartment, due to his shame on his actions he did tonight. He went straight to his room once he arrived there and went straight to sleep, not even calling Fizz as he does every day to check on things.
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Alistaire Allocco meeting Alistaire Raab. Los Angeles, California. Thursday 19th March. (Off Camera)
Before the Retribution PPV began, Konrad discussed to Alistaire on wanting to meet him, explaining he wanted to show Alistaire something Konrad said he'll love. Konrad arrived at a local car park with a shopping mall that has Starbucks in. Konrad got out of the car and opened the boot. He got out a pram before closing the car and gets all the belts sorted on it.
Konrad opens the car and picks Alistaire junior up, tossing him up in the air a few times before Konrad places Alistaire in his pram. Konrad does all the belts up before pushing the pram out of the car park in the shopping mall as he sees his good friend, Alistaire Allocco waiting for him. They were just on time as they hugged before going in to order what they wanted.
As they found a place to sit, Konrad goes to the baby seat area as he picks one up and places it on the table he and Alistaire will drink together. Alistaire got himself light coffee, while Konrad got a bottle of water. He places Alistaire Junior on the chair after undoing his belt on the pram and folds it up. He then takes a seat, and Alistaire Allocco says this.
Alistaire Allocco: “Nice that we can discuss and meet up in public away from everyone as we never do that.”
Konrad Raab: “Well, my life is full of being busy after all, from wrestling in other companies to spending time with my kids at home.”
Alistaire Allocco: “While we are friends and we still are, I want to know, why did you knock the referee out?”
That's the question Konrad's been avoiding ever since he did it. Konrad's most significant issue was to come to terms of his actions of that fateful night. He gulps, especially with seeing his mental health doctor tomorrow to talk about it as Konrad speaks.
Konrad Raab: “I don't know how my dark side came out. I got no excuses to make. I don't have anything to say other than feeling ashamed for it.”
Alistaire Allocco: “Something set you off during that match. I understand you were so intense about things. I wish you spoke to someone about your dark side coming out as it did.”
Konrad Raab: “I am tomorrow.”
Alistaire Allocco: “I meant towards a wrestler, like myself. I understand people taking advantage of you, I've had to deal with my dad doing the same thing, trying to ruin my life. While I'm glad you don't make excuses and feeling disgusted by it, I can't keep my mouth shut on what you did, even if what Katie did was despicable.”
Konrad Raab: “I expected for you to have a debate about it. I can't make an argument about it. I can't even blame Katie and her family. It's not who I am. I let anger get the best of me once again and not in a good light either. I'm not good with coping with anyone making up lies about my wife giving birth when she didn't. It broke my heart, even had thoughts of being The Black Ice due to the damage she did to me, mentally.”
Alistaire Allocco: “I'm glad you at least didn't do that. Next time you got problems, come and talk to me about them.”
Konrad Raab: “I will.”
Konrad shakes his head, continuously on what he did as Alistaire Junior, whines a bit, being concerned of his dad. He shook it off immediately as Konrad kissed Alistaire on his forehead, gently talking to him on his dad being alright. Alistaire Senior notices the bond between Konrad and his son to say this.
Alistaire Allocco: “That's a beautiful child you have. Congrats on you and Fizz giving birth.”
Konrad Raab: “Thank you.”
Alistaire Allocco: “What's the baby's name?”
Konrad Raab: “Well, that's the reason why I wanted to meet up with you so I can show you. I wanted you to be the first to meet my son because his name is your name, Alistaire Felix Raab.”
Alistaire sat still in shock, placing his hand across his mouth, lost for words after what Konrad said as Alistaire Junior giggled, seeing what his dad spoke about. Alistaire comes towards Alistaire Junior, rubbing his finger on Alistaire Junior's chin. As he does, he stops playing with Alistaire Junior and looks at Konrad straight like an arrow, like of all the names he didn't expect to hear. Konrad says this before Allocco does.
Konrad Raab: “Not only me and Fizz thought it's a nice name, but I've named him after you because I wouldn't have had an SCW title shot if it wasn't for you. You kicked me up the backside to challenge wrestlers that were former champions for matches, giving me the confidence I've never had before. I wanted to give something back, and I thought, why not name my son Alistaire as a way to pay back to you.”
Alistaire Allocco: “May I hold him and speak to Alistaire Junior for a bit?”
Konrad Raab: “Of course.”
Konrad undid Alistaire Junior's belt on the baby seat and allowed Alistaire Senior to lift Alistaire Junior with some assistance from Konrad on handling the baby. He hugs him like it's his son, knowing the bond between Konrad and Alistaire will be more reliable than before. He says this.
Alistaire Allocco: “Hello Alistaire Junior. You should be very proud of your daddy. Your daddy deserved a title match against me because he works very hard, not just as a wrestler, but as a person as well. He's very kindly shared the same name as me, and I couldn't be proud. You're in a lovely family that will love you and I will as well. Next time I will win a title, I will dedicate it to you.”
Alistaire Allocco rocked Alistaire Junior in his arms as Alistaire Junior giggled away, smiling as if he was proud to see a guy sharing the same name as him. Alistaire Senior gave Alistaire Junior back to Konrad and placed him in his seat as Alistaire Senior spoke again.
Alistaire Allocco: “You didn't have to do that. I'm honoured and proud you decided to name him after me. It is a nice name and a name I can be proud of, thanks to you.”
Konrad Raab: “No, I did. I always treasure the times we've been in the ring against each other, especially that title match you easily could have ignored me and named someone else as your title challenger. You will always be my best friend in the business, and I'll always be there for you if you need me. Rarely you get good friends in this business, even rarer to name babies after their friends too.
Alistaire Allocco: “I'm still at a loss you decided to name this wonderful child after me. It means a lot coming from you on the bond we have; now I feel I'm going to be closer to you, more than ever. Anyway, I got to head back home, promised Peyton we'll go out to eat. Do you mind me telling her about you naming your son after me?”
Konrad Raab: “Of course you can. I don't mind at all. I'm sure Peyton will be proud of that. I know for sure, Alistaire Junior loves you and that I will get you both to see each other again.”
Alistaire Allocco: “You bet I will. Just take care of yourself and see you in two weeks.”
Alistaire Junior was put in his pram again after they've finished drinking their drinks as Alistaire Allocco strokes Alistaire Junior's chin as Alistaire Junior giggles. Alistaire Senior crouches down and says this to Alistaire Junior who was looking at Alistaire Senior, directly in his eyes.
Alistaire Allocco: “It's lovely to see you, Alistaire Junior. We will meet again very soon. ”
Alistaire Junior's eyes brightened up; he wanted to see Alistaire Senior again, why wouldn't the meet up not happen again when both Alistaire's adored each other? Alistaire left to head to meet with his girlfriend, while Konrad walked around the mall with Alistaire strolling, playing with his ball Fizz attached to his pram with Konrad, getting a few things for himself and Fizz. After he did that for an hour, he goes back to the car park and puts Alistaire Junior in the car to drive back home.
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Discussing the referee knock out punch. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 20th March (Off Camera)
It's been a while since the last time Konrad stepped through the doors of Alliance Mental Health Specialist place, and this time, it wasn't Konrad who wanted to see Doctor Schneider, it was the other way around. There's no debate Konrad needed to see Schneider more than ever, especially he couldn't forgive himself for the mistake he made. Konrad sits in the waiting room, wearing white overalls where it's pretty quiet, shaking his head continuously, gripping his fists, breathing heavily due to how he's been feeling about the situation.
As the waiting keeps going longer, Konrad was just about to lose it, until Schneider came in and sees Konrad nearly hitting the wall as he pulls his arm away from the wall, forcing Konrad to turn around and leave the waiting room. Schneider gotten used to Konrad sliding his feet, strolling, still being afraid of being in the mental facility.
Konrad got in the meeting room with Schneider closing the door behind them as Konrad sat down, continuously shaking his head once again. He grips his fist, gritting his teeth, not even looking at Schneider; instead, Konrad's looking at the floor. Schneider, however, wasn't going to stand for Konrad's silence once again and starts to speak about that day.
Doctor Schneider: “How I thought you were making so much progress with yourself lately. Only that you did something, you rarely spoke to anyone about. What have you got to say?”
Konrad Raab: “Nothing. That's why I was silent because I have nobody, but myself to blame.”
Doctor Schneider: “I thought you got the hang of your anger. I guess you haven't. The referee wasn't to blame for what Katie Steward did. That wasn't pleasant, to say the least on what she did to you and your family.”
Konrad Raab: “No, the referee isn't to blame for that at all. Because being lied to, along with denying everything of it and Katie getting her family to attack me, trying to give cheap shots to beat me is alright, is it? I was angry, still am to this day what Katie did, making me like a real Hollywood actor to be this sick about it. Do you have any idea how close I was to becoming Black Ice that day?”
Konrad signalled of the sign of how close he came with almost his thumb and his second index finger, touching each other. Schneider nods and writes down everything Konrad's said, including the Katie Steward incident as Konrad was yelling almost from the top of his lungs at Schneider. Schneider wrote down everything with Konrad's body language and his tone of voice as well.
Doctor Schneider: “I know, being lied to on your wife giving birth, thinking she was at that point when it didn't happen is disgusting. Tell me, why did you knock the referee out?”
Konrad Raab: “I don't know. I don't remember anything.”
Doctor Schneider: “Were you wearing The Black Ice mask under the Rainbow mask?”
Konrad Raab: “What? No, because I remember I chose to go with the Rainbow mask. I don't know why my dark side came out. I don't know why I knocked the referee out. I can only blame myself and trust me; I've beaten myself up over it.”
Schneider saw Konrad wasn't denying his problems, more admitting it, but doesn't remember what happened on why he clocked the referee. Konrad hated this discussion, but he knew at the same time, he needed it after losing his mind over things recently, especially the damage Katie Steward done to Konrad, mentally. Schneider after writing notes what Konrad said.
Doctor Schneider: “Seems like to me, you're beginning to use the dark side outside of your masks. It seems like your anger has gotten more explosive.”
Konrad Raab: “No, that can't be true, not when I restrained myself from using anger in front of Fizz.”
Doctor Schneider: “I'm aware of that, Fizz told me you did, but I'm more talking about you in the ring. Thing is you let your anger get the best of you. I hate to tell you this, but since this discussion and from what I've seen, I'm afraid I have to put you in anger management course. You are not able to remember how anger starts, and you don't know when it starts. That's why you knocked the referee out.”
Konrad Raab: “Maybe.”
Schneider continues to write, especially on the last part of Konrad as he looks down on the floor, shaking his head, not liking the thought of going in anger management, but Schneider in his mind knows Konrad has to before things get worse like last year.
Doctor Schneider: “No, it's not maybe here; it's the reality of your situation. You need help with your anger, especially understanding it. I know it's going to scare you, but at the end of the day, I'm only honest with you. You hold anger in way too much, and it will affect your health in a big way if you refuse to seek help for your anger.”
Konrad Raab: “Would you get angry when some fake doctor calls you up and tells you your wife is giving birth, only she hadn't? I think you would know better than anyone that would piss me off. Anything regarding my family and how it affected them and myself was pretty big. There's no way I will be controlled with my anger over it.”
Doctor Schneider: “I would've been a lot more controlled by it, and I certainly wouldn't have punched a referee during my match either. I understand you and your family were affected. I'm glad you've owned up to your faults than blaming Katie, but there's still more work, and I suggest we continue to see each other every week, until you go back the way you were, along with getting anger management sessions.”
Konrad Raab: “I don't need them because I'm not angry every single day. I am currently, but that's a temporary thing until I sort Katie out. This is not over between me and Katie; it's continuing a long while until I capture a win from Katie until it's all done and dusted.”
Schneider, in a way, did agree with Konrad; unfinished business was never something anyone should leave unless it's for a good reason as he writes down everything Konrad has said in the room. However, he still looks disappointed with himself as he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I'm a horrible person for knocking the referee out. I have no excuses for my dishonourable actions. No honourable person does that. I don't know how I'm going to wrestle my next match without moving forward. I'm going to be booed; I'm going to be hated for what I've done. I can't wrestle with anger anymore because when I do, I knock referees out and I won't be able to forgive myself for doing what I did.”
Schneider writes what Konrad's said in the room, almost like it was something he was going to be disliked from every fan in the arena. Schneider shakes his head, seeing Konrad looking at the floor again and says this.
Doctor Schneider: “You will, it just will take a bit of time for you to do so. Everyone makes mistakes sure, but you need to move on from it, even if Katie and her family may bring the argument up again. Point is you can turn things around and be yourself once again. You need to think about what you do, before doing them, even with anger.”
Konrad Raab: “I told you, I don't know when my dark side anger comes out, it just does without me doing anything about it. I can't change that, and I wish I could.”
Doctor Schneider: “Which is a good reason why you need to do anger management cos, so you know where it comes from. Anyway, that's all we have time for today. No more knocking referee's out and be a man you were like the February time of year, where you were happy and not need to see me. I'll see you next week.”
Konrad Raab: “Yeah.”
Konrad still got up with shame as he drinks all the water left in the plastic cup and is headed towards reception to get his clothes before going in the locker room, getting himself changed to regular clothes. Konrad is going up to reception again to grab his personal belongings of his car and house keys, phone, wallet before leaving the Mental Health specialist to head back home to Fizz feeding Alistaire on her.
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Shameful Iceman facing against a respected Jordan Majors youtube.com shoot. (On Camera)
“The title says it all. I'm ashamed of my actions at Retribution, letting my dark side take over me. I have nobody, but myself to blame to clock the referee with my fist. Whoever refereed my match, I apologise what I've done. I don't know how to overcome my mistakes, but I won't be one of those wrestlers who blame another wrestler for this. This was my own doing, and now, I'll find a way to own up to it. There's one thing I'll say with Katie Steward; this is not over between you and me. You may think it is with the DQ win you got, but it's not, and it will continue until I've done everything I needed to do.
Moving swiftly on to someone unlike Katie I respect a lot. They recently became Adrenaline champion from all the hard work they have done since she's returned to SCW. That young lady is Jordan Majors. Credit is where it's due, let me be the first outside of Amy's family to congratulate you on winning the Adrenaline title from Asher Hayes who isn't the easiest guy to beat in the ring.
Your hard work has paid off. You weren't the same girl I fought last year in a triple threat match, you've taken leaps and bounds to get where you are. I think having the support of Amy who I have a ton of respect for and Jaina has made you a more durable and better wrestler. You're certainly more motivated, that's for sure. You are a threat and a respectful one at that. I have nothing against you; especially you spoke positively about me last time around.
But you see, this is the problem, and it's nothing against you, I need to get my first win this year because all of them have been losses so far and that's what I need to fix. I need to beat you, more than you need to beat me. You beat me, not a big deal since your title isn't on the line and thank god it's not because I don't deserve it at all. Maybe if I defeat you tonight, I'll show you that I'm a proven title contender for your Adrenaline title.
Jordan Majors, I won't lie is going to be tough to beat in the ring. She has skills that are second to none, well until you face powerhouse wrestlers, someone like me and that's going to be your biggest challenge yet. All I can say is, we'll tear the house down, putting on a show for the fans and see who walks out as the winner of the match.
It will be me who will pin you in the middle of the ring and win if Katie doesn't come out and interrupt me again. We will make this the match of the night and perform to our best with no illegal tactics, no cheating, nothing. Prepare to be Iceinated by The Iced Rainbow, having my hand raised after I've won the match, gaining a shot for your Adrenaline title in the future.
Phone call about what happened a few hours ago. Memphis, Tennessee. Sunday 15th March. (Off Camera)
Things that happened in the match were unexpected, Konrad clocking the referee during his match against Katie Steward was very surprising. He had his head down in shame, walking back to his locker room. As Konrad got to his locker room, Jerry shook his head at Konrad on the action that happened to the referee. Because of how ashamed he was, Konrad packed his stuff away and left the arena without saying a word to anyone, knowing he can only blame himself for the damage he done to the referee. He shook his head, knowing his dark side came right at that moment.
As they were waiting in the airport, waiting for his private plane to land as they were an hour early, there was vibration from his pocket as he digs inside and pulls out his phone and slides the phone to accept the call. Konrad said his hellos like usual before someone got down to business. It turns out it was his mental health doctor, Doctor Schneider on the phone.
Doctor Schneider: "After what I've seen you done a few hours ago, it's clear you need to come in and talk to me on Friday. I'm booking your name right now. Same time as usual."
All Konrad could do was nod, barely able to say anything because of the damage he had done as he shakes, fearing what he could be told to do. Schneider says this in a slight tone of voice, making sure Konrad was paying attention.
Doctor Schneider: "Did you hear what I said?"
Konrad Raab: "Yeah. Friday at ten in the morning in Las Vegas."
Doctor Schneider: "Good. I expect to see you on Friday at ten."
Konrad was barely able to talk to his mental health doctor, let alone anyone at the airport. He's messed up in his head. Jerry was getting ignored, more Konrad needed time to feel ashamed of his actions. He didn't speak the entire time he went to his apartment, due to his shame on his actions he did tonight. He went straight to his room once he arrived there and went straight to sleep, not even calling Fizz as he does every day to check on things.
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Alistaire Allocco meeting Alistaire Raab. Los Angeles, California. Thursday 19th March. (Off Camera)
Before the Retribution PPV began, Konrad discussed to Alistaire on wanting to meet him, explaining he wanted to show Alistaire something Konrad said he'll love. Konrad arrived at a local car park with a shopping mall that has Starbucks in. Konrad got out of the car and opened the boot. He got out a pram before closing the car and gets all the belts sorted on it.
Konrad opens the car and picks Alistaire junior up, tossing him up in the air a few times before Konrad places Alistaire in his pram. Konrad does all the belts up before pushing the pram out of the car park in the shopping mall as he sees his good friend, Alistaire Allocco waiting for him. They were just on time as they hugged before going in to order what they wanted.
As they found a place to sit, Konrad goes to the baby seat area as he picks one up and places it on the table he and Alistaire will drink together. Alistaire got himself light coffee, while Konrad got a bottle of water. He places Alistaire Junior on the chair after undoing his belt on the pram and folds it up. He then takes a seat, and Alistaire Allocco says this.
Alistaire Allocco: “Nice that we can discuss and meet up in public away from everyone as we never do that.”
Konrad Raab: “Well, my life is full of being busy after all, from wrestling in other companies to spending time with my kids at home.”
Alistaire Allocco: “While we are friends and we still are, I want to know, why did you knock the referee out?”
That's the question Konrad's been avoiding ever since he did it. Konrad's most significant issue was to come to terms of his actions of that fateful night. He gulps, especially with seeing his mental health doctor tomorrow to talk about it as Konrad speaks.
Konrad Raab: “I don't know how my dark side came out. I got no excuses to make. I don't have anything to say other than feeling ashamed for it.”
Alistaire Allocco: “Something set you off during that match. I understand you were so intense about things. I wish you spoke to someone about your dark side coming out as it did.”
Konrad Raab: “I am tomorrow.”
Alistaire Allocco: “I meant towards a wrestler, like myself. I understand people taking advantage of you, I've had to deal with my dad doing the same thing, trying to ruin my life. While I'm glad you don't make excuses and feeling disgusted by it, I can't keep my mouth shut on what you did, even if what Katie did was despicable.”
Konrad Raab: “I expected for you to have a debate about it. I can't make an argument about it. I can't even blame Katie and her family. It's not who I am. I let anger get the best of me once again and not in a good light either. I'm not good with coping with anyone making up lies about my wife giving birth when she didn't. It broke my heart, even had thoughts of being The Black Ice due to the damage she did to me, mentally.”
Alistaire Allocco: “I'm glad you at least didn't do that. Next time you got problems, come and talk to me about them.”
Konrad Raab: “I will.”
Konrad shakes his head, continuously on what he did as Alistaire Junior, whines a bit, being concerned of his dad. He shook it off immediately as Konrad kissed Alistaire on his forehead, gently talking to him on his dad being alright. Alistaire Senior notices the bond between Konrad and his son to say this.
Alistaire Allocco: “That's a beautiful child you have. Congrats on you and Fizz giving birth.”
Konrad Raab: “Thank you.”
Alistaire Allocco: “What's the baby's name?”
Konrad Raab: “Well, that's the reason why I wanted to meet up with you so I can show you. I wanted you to be the first to meet my son because his name is your name, Alistaire Felix Raab.”
Alistaire sat still in shock, placing his hand across his mouth, lost for words after what Konrad said as Alistaire Junior giggled, seeing what his dad spoke about. Alistaire comes towards Alistaire Junior, rubbing his finger on Alistaire Junior's chin. As he does, he stops playing with Alistaire Junior and looks at Konrad straight like an arrow, like of all the names he didn't expect to hear. Konrad says this before Allocco does.
Konrad Raab: “Not only me and Fizz thought it's a nice name, but I've named him after you because I wouldn't have had an SCW title shot if it wasn't for you. You kicked me up the backside to challenge wrestlers that were former champions for matches, giving me the confidence I've never had before. I wanted to give something back, and I thought, why not name my son Alistaire as a way to pay back to you.”
Alistaire Allocco: “May I hold him and speak to Alistaire Junior for a bit?”
Konrad Raab: “Of course.”
Konrad undid Alistaire Junior's belt on the baby seat and allowed Alistaire Senior to lift Alistaire Junior with some assistance from Konrad on handling the baby. He hugs him like it's his son, knowing the bond between Konrad and Alistaire will be more reliable than before. He says this.
Alistaire Allocco: “Hello Alistaire Junior. You should be very proud of your daddy. Your daddy deserved a title match against me because he works very hard, not just as a wrestler, but as a person as well. He's very kindly shared the same name as me, and I couldn't be proud. You're in a lovely family that will love you and I will as well. Next time I will win a title, I will dedicate it to you.”
Alistaire Allocco rocked Alistaire Junior in his arms as Alistaire Junior giggled away, smiling as if he was proud to see a guy sharing the same name as him. Alistaire Senior gave Alistaire Junior back to Konrad and placed him in his seat as Alistaire Senior spoke again.
Alistaire Allocco: “You didn't have to do that. I'm honoured and proud you decided to name him after me. It is a nice name and a name I can be proud of, thanks to you.”
Konrad Raab: “No, I did. I always treasure the times we've been in the ring against each other, especially that title match you easily could have ignored me and named someone else as your title challenger. You will always be my best friend in the business, and I'll always be there for you if you need me. Rarely you get good friends in this business, even rarer to name babies after their friends too.
Alistaire Allocco: “I'm still at a loss you decided to name this wonderful child after me. It means a lot coming from you on the bond we have; now I feel I'm going to be closer to you, more than ever. Anyway, I got to head back home, promised Peyton we'll go out to eat. Do you mind me telling her about you naming your son after me?”
Konrad Raab: “Of course you can. I don't mind at all. I'm sure Peyton will be proud of that. I know for sure, Alistaire Junior loves you and that I will get you both to see each other again.”
Alistaire Allocco: “You bet I will. Just take care of yourself and see you in two weeks.”
Alistaire Junior was put in his pram again after they've finished drinking their drinks as Alistaire Allocco strokes Alistaire Junior's chin as Alistaire Junior giggles. Alistaire Senior crouches down and says this to Alistaire Junior who was looking at Alistaire Senior, directly in his eyes.
Alistaire Allocco: “It's lovely to see you, Alistaire Junior. We will meet again very soon. ”
Alistaire Junior's eyes brightened up; he wanted to see Alistaire Senior again, why wouldn't the meet up not happen again when both Alistaire's adored each other? Alistaire left to head to meet with his girlfriend, while Konrad walked around the mall with Alistaire strolling, playing with his ball Fizz attached to his pram with Konrad, getting a few things for himself and Fizz. After he did that for an hour, he goes back to the car park and puts Alistaire Junior in the car to drive back home.
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Discussing the referee knock out punch. Las Vegas, Nevada. Friday 20th March (Off Camera)
It's been a while since the last time Konrad stepped through the doors of Alliance Mental Health Specialist place, and this time, it wasn't Konrad who wanted to see Doctor Schneider, it was the other way around. There's no debate Konrad needed to see Schneider more than ever, especially he couldn't forgive himself for the mistake he made. Konrad sits in the waiting room, wearing white overalls where it's pretty quiet, shaking his head continuously, gripping his fists, breathing heavily due to how he's been feeling about the situation.
As the waiting keeps going longer, Konrad was just about to lose it, until Schneider came in and sees Konrad nearly hitting the wall as he pulls his arm away from the wall, forcing Konrad to turn around and leave the waiting room. Schneider gotten used to Konrad sliding his feet, strolling, still being afraid of being in the mental facility.
Konrad got in the meeting room with Schneider closing the door behind them as Konrad sat down, continuously shaking his head once again. He grips his fist, gritting his teeth, not even looking at Schneider; instead, Konrad's looking at the floor. Schneider, however, wasn't going to stand for Konrad's silence once again and starts to speak about that day.
Doctor Schneider: “How I thought you were making so much progress with yourself lately. Only that you did something, you rarely spoke to anyone about. What have you got to say?”
Konrad Raab: “Nothing. That's why I was silent because I have nobody, but myself to blame.”
Doctor Schneider: “I thought you got the hang of your anger. I guess you haven't. The referee wasn't to blame for what Katie Steward did. That wasn't pleasant, to say the least on what she did to you and your family.”
Konrad Raab: “No, the referee isn't to blame for that at all. Because being lied to, along with denying everything of it and Katie getting her family to attack me, trying to give cheap shots to beat me is alright, is it? I was angry, still am to this day what Katie did, making me like a real Hollywood actor to be this sick about it. Do you have any idea how close I was to becoming Black Ice that day?”
Konrad signalled of the sign of how close he came with almost his thumb and his second index finger, touching each other. Schneider nods and writes down everything Konrad's said, including the Katie Steward incident as Konrad was yelling almost from the top of his lungs at Schneider. Schneider wrote down everything with Konrad's body language and his tone of voice as well.
Doctor Schneider: “I know, being lied to on your wife giving birth, thinking she was at that point when it didn't happen is disgusting. Tell me, why did you knock the referee out?”
Konrad Raab: “I don't know. I don't remember anything.”
Doctor Schneider: “Were you wearing The Black Ice mask under the Rainbow mask?”
Konrad Raab: “What? No, because I remember I chose to go with the Rainbow mask. I don't know why my dark side came out. I don't know why I knocked the referee out. I can only blame myself and trust me; I've beaten myself up over it.”
Schneider saw Konrad wasn't denying his problems, more admitting it, but doesn't remember what happened on why he clocked the referee. Konrad hated this discussion, but he knew at the same time, he needed it after losing his mind over things recently, especially the damage Katie Steward done to Konrad, mentally. Schneider after writing notes what Konrad said.
Doctor Schneider: “Seems like to me, you're beginning to use the dark side outside of your masks. It seems like your anger has gotten more explosive.”
Konrad Raab: “No, that can't be true, not when I restrained myself from using anger in front of Fizz.”
Doctor Schneider: “I'm aware of that, Fizz told me you did, but I'm more talking about you in the ring. Thing is you let your anger get the best of you. I hate to tell you this, but since this discussion and from what I've seen, I'm afraid I have to put you in anger management course. You are not able to remember how anger starts, and you don't know when it starts. That's why you knocked the referee out.”
Konrad Raab: “Maybe.”
Schneider continues to write, especially on the last part of Konrad as he looks down on the floor, shaking his head, not liking the thought of going in anger management, but Schneider in his mind knows Konrad has to before things get worse like last year.
Doctor Schneider: “No, it's not maybe here; it's the reality of your situation. You need help with your anger, especially understanding it. I know it's going to scare you, but at the end of the day, I'm only honest with you. You hold anger in way too much, and it will affect your health in a big way if you refuse to seek help for your anger.”
Konrad Raab: “Would you get angry when some fake doctor calls you up and tells you your wife is giving birth, only she hadn't? I think you would know better than anyone that would piss me off. Anything regarding my family and how it affected them and myself was pretty big. There's no way I will be controlled with my anger over it.”
Doctor Schneider: “I would've been a lot more controlled by it, and I certainly wouldn't have punched a referee during my match either. I understand you and your family were affected. I'm glad you've owned up to your faults than blaming Katie, but there's still more work, and I suggest we continue to see each other every week, until you go back the way you were, along with getting anger management sessions.”
Konrad Raab: “I don't need them because I'm not angry every single day. I am currently, but that's a temporary thing until I sort Katie out. This is not over between me and Katie; it's continuing a long while until I capture a win from Katie until it's all done and dusted.”
Schneider, in a way, did agree with Konrad; unfinished business was never something anyone should leave unless it's for a good reason as he writes down everything Konrad has said in the room. However, he still looks disappointed with himself as he says this.
Konrad Raab: “I'm a horrible person for knocking the referee out. I have no excuses for my dishonourable actions. No honourable person does that. I don't know how I'm going to wrestle my next match without moving forward. I'm going to be booed; I'm going to be hated for what I've done. I can't wrestle with anger anymore because when I do, I knock referees out and I won't be able to forgive myself for doing what I did.”
Schneider writes what Konrad's said in the room, almost like it was something he was going to be disliked from every fan in the arena. Schneider shakes his head, seeing Konrad looking at the floor again and says this.
Doctor Schneider: “You will, it just will take a bit of time for you to do so. Everyone makes mistakes sure, but you need to move on from it, even if Katie and her family may bring the argument up again. Point is you can turn things around and be yourself once again. You need to think about what you do, before doing them, even with anger.”
Konrad Raab: “I told you, I don't know when my dark side anger comes out, it just does without me doing anything about it. I can't change that, and I wish I could.”
Doctor Schneider: “Which is a good reason why you need to do anger management cos, so you know where it comes from. Anyway, that's all we have time for today. No more knocking referee's out and be a man you were like the February time of year, where you were happy and not need to see me. I'll see you next week.”
Konrad Raab: “Yeah.”
Konrad still got up with shame as he drinks all the water left in the plastic cup and is headed towards reception to get his clothes before going in the locker room, getting himself changed to regular clothes. Konrad is going up to reception again to grab his personal belongings of his car and house keys, phone, wallet before leaving the Mental Health specialist to head back home to Fizz feeding Alistaire on her.
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Shameful Iceman facing against a respected Jordan Majors youtube.com shoot. (On Camera)
“The title says it all. I'm ashamed of my actions at Retribution, letting my dark side take over me. I have nobody, but myself to blame to clock the referee with my fist. Whoever refereed my match, I apologise what I've done. I don't know how to overcome my mistakes, but I won't be one of those wrestlers who blame another wrestler for this. This was my own doing, and now, I'll find a way to own up to it. There's one thing I'll say with Katie Steward; this is not over between you and me. You may think it is with the DQ win you got, but it's not, and it will continue until I've done everything I needed to do.
Moving swiftly on to someone unlike Katie I respect a lot. They recently became Adrenaline champion from all the hard work they have done since she's returned to SCW. That young lady is Jordan Majors. Credit is where it's due, let me be the first outside of Amy's family to congratulate you on winning the Adrenaline title from Asher Hayes who isn't the easiest guy to beat in the ring.
Your hard work has paid off. You weren't the same girl I fought last year in a triple threat match, you've taken leaps and bounds to get where you are. I think having the support of Amy who I have a ton of respect for and Jaina has made you a more durable and better wrestler. You're certainly more motivated, that's for sure. You are a threat and a respectful one at that. I have nothing against you; especially you spoke positively about me last time around.
But you see, this is the problem, and it's nothing against you, I need to get my first win this year because all of them have been losses so far and that's what I need to fix. I need to beat you, more than you need to beat me. You beat me, not a big deal since your title isn't on the line and thank god it's not because I don't deserve it at all. Maybe if I defeat you tonight, I'll show you that I'm a proven title contender for your Adrenaline title.
Jordan Majors, I won't lie is going to be tough to beat in the ring. She has skills that are second to none, well until you face powerhouse wrestlers, someone like me and that's going to be your biggest challenge yet. All I can say is, we'll tear the house down, putting on a show for the fans and see who walks out as the winner of the match.
It will be me who will pin you in the middle of the ring and win if Katie doesn't come out and interrupt me again. We will make this the match of the night and perform to our best with no illegal tactics, no cheating, nothing. Prepare to be Iceinated by The Iced Rainbow, having my hand raised after I've won the match, gaining a shot for your Adrenaline title in the future.