Scars of a Fascade
”A Dressing: The Issue”
Eyrie Tower
New York City, New York
November 24th, 2025
4:18pm
The floor-to-ceiling windows of the penthouse glowed with the contrast of sunlight and winter snow as the flurry fell outside. Inside, however, the air smelled faintly of vanilla and lavender candles. The central air unit gave a quiet hum, running a few degrees colder than most people would like.
Selena did that when she was alone in her home. She preferred it cold. Always had. Always would. It helped her stay energized when she needed to be, focused when she needed to be, and cleared her mind when she was troubled.
Except for today for some unexplainable reason!
“Something to wear...” she muttered, standing barefoot on the white rug of her bedroom, glaring into the large walk-in closet. “Just one damn dress...” she added with a half-growl. “Why is that so difficult?”
Her fingernails were perfectly manicured and painted a frosted silver, yet now she was risking ruining them (about half an hour of meticulous work) as she dug them into her temple. Her hair was loosely braided to keep it out of the way, sliding over her shoulder.
She would fix all that later! She wanted to make sure she looked stunning tonight! She wanted to turn heads, particularly one who had the most beautiful red hair she had ever seen. It was similar to how she would dress with SCW, but even that seemed easier, as she could see herself in the pantsuits or wrestling attire, or even her street-wear of leather jacket, jeans and a t-shirt or sweater for that. But in SCW, her goal was to look confident, powerful and sexy.
This wasn’t SCW and she didn’t want to look like the unshakable “Snow Queen” or the ‘all-powerful World-Ruler’. She wanted to look sexy and... well, vulnerable. Genuine. Real. In short... Selena Frost wanted to look... like Selena Frost.
Cept who even knows who that is anymore?
And in that... Selena wasn’t sure. No one looked at her the same way – or even a way she wanted them to. Her oldest daughter hated her. Her son was indifferent. Her youngest daughter still didn’t really know – but Selena was sure her little princess would be the same as her Snowfla...as Elsianna one day. Deanna... Selena wasn’t sure some days what the redhead saw. Yes, they had talked about possibly remarrying if Deanna succeeded in her ‘mission’, but the platinum-blonde was not so convinced that was happening.
And then there was SCW...
The issues continued to get more and more ridiculous there! The world title picture aside, as she – admittedly – was intrigued with the notion of Cid Turner facing James Evans, a man as desperate and vile as the world champion himself – but the issues with her and The Glimmer Sisters? Ludicrous! Not becoming ludicrous – OUTRIGHT ludicrous!
First, she had BEATEN the damn Fiery Nation by herself! Didn’t matter if they had disqualified themselves – that looked bad on them, not her! It showed they couldn’t handle one Snow Queen, even in a handicap match! Two violent, powerhouses couldn’t silence her!
Earn it...
The words echoed menacingly in her brain. How was THAT not her earning it? How was that not proof?! If she could beat a more veteran team like the EFN, then didn’t she at least DESERVE consideration in taking on the Glimmer Sisters in a similar manner?
BUT NO! She still had to find a partner! And to add fuel to the damn fire, The Glimmer Sisters were threatening to force her to team with Xander Valentine – of all people! – by using their Trios Contract Gina had won – or had Gia won it?
Who cares?! Selena thought bitterly.
It’s a damn waste if they do!
The idea of the two wasting such a golden ticket! And for what? For a match they already wanted? A match they thought they had in the bag? A handicap match would favour them of that! They could brag about ‘beating Selena Frost’ or whatever!
And I could beat their asses into the ground and humiliate them for disrespecting me and my family...
She hadn’t forgotten the goal here. She had been disrespected, ambushed, and insulted enough by those two, yet management seemed hellbent in protecting them and/or the tag-team titles. Because putting her in a handicap match against the damn European Fiery Nation was fine! Oh sure! Do that! But against the tag-team champions for the SCW tag-team titles? A situation where Selena could benefit? Oh no! Earn it! Find a partner! Make it work!
It was hypocrisy at its finest and management seemed – or at least Dean Black and Lucas Knight if she had to guess – seemed fine with it...
Her and Xander... “Insane...” she muttered angrily to herself. She didn’t need the Executioner. The man was powerful, violent, one of the best in SCW – she could admit that quietly. That wasn’t the issue! The issue was that he was a liability! She didn’t trust the man anymore than she liked him – and the feelings were more than mutual. What was more, Xander came with baggage! Sure, the EFN were after both her and Xander as they wanted the tag-team title shot, but Xander had brought in Enigma – the Underground Champion! And while Selena was confident she could navigate a handicap match with the tag-team champions (challenging as that would be), she wasn’t stupid enough to think she could handle the Glimmer Sisters AND the EFN AND Enigma with only Xander Valentine as back up! Enigma was enough to keep Xander distracted, which would leave her against 4 other wrestlers.
Hell no... she growled darkly.
Let the EFN ‘earn their shot’ like I’ve had to and let Enigma and Xander kill each other for all I care!
There had to be a solution! Someway for her to get what she wanted – The Glimmer Sisters on their own. No hiding behind EFN. No delays or excuses from management! Just them with her, and all the time in the world to beat some humility into them...
What was the alternative? Being stuck facing the same people over and over again?
The trend was becoming obvious, Selena thought begrudgingly. SCW’s ‘plan’ to humble her with that handicap match had backfired and now? They were back to the original plan of keeping her ‘held back’ – the same plan of throwing the same old opponents at her in mid-to-low-card matches, as she was set to wrestle on Breakdown against David Striker. Another person she had already fought, just over a year ago, actually, and beaten. Same with Lawler and Slayton.
Least I can get it done early and focus on dealing with the Glimmers. she thought to herself. It wasn’t that she didn’t have reason to think Striker would be an issue. He had been a talented newcomer a year ago when they had fought. Gotten in some solid moves and his arsenal was... decent. He had had potential, she could say that! But, truthfully, her initial reaction upon seeing his name next to hers last week had been. ‘Oh... he’s still wrestling?’.
She felt guilty at the thought, initially, but the man had made little to no impact compared to the rest of the Shinigami Foundation. Hell, much like with his preferred partner, Dante, Selena couldn’t even brag that beating Striker and Slayton meant that she had beaten the former tag-team champions on her own, because that accolade had gone to Belmont and Pierce, the other members of the group! It was like SCW management was mocking her with these antics! These mid-card matches that, really, did little to get her to where she needed to be, because they knew if they DID give her such an opportunity, she’d just prove herself right and embarrass the ones ‘running’ the damn show...
The notification from her phone, accompanied with a small clip of a sound, broke her thoughts, causing the Snow Queen to gaze at the phone. She read the screen quickly – a text message from Deanna: “Excited for tonight

”.
It was enough for the platinum-blonde to take a few deep breaths and focus on the matter at hand. She couldn’t do anything about the Glimmers, or Xander, or EFN, or management or even Striker at this point. She would have to deal with all that when she got to Breakdown, days away thanks to some kind of scheduling delay the company had.
Calling it a ‘special edition’ instead of the truth that someone fucked up with the booking... she rolled her eyes at that.
But tonight wasn’t about SCW, no. She wasn’t dressing for the cameras, or the arenas, or the screaming crowds calling her every insult they could think of.
Right now, Selena was trying to get ready for a date. A date she had asked for. A date she very much wanted.
And a date she STILL couldn’t find a damn dress for!
“Deanna’s going to think I flaked if I don’t decide on something.” Selena pinched the bridge of her nose, as she stood in front of the mirror, merely in her black underwear. “Or that I didn’t care enough to find something...”. That thought scared her. While she wasn’t convinced in the least in Deanna’s ‘crusade’ to save her life, one thing Selena refused to allow was for the redhead to think she wasn’t the most important person in Selena’s life (along with their children) or that Deanna wasn’t deserving of the very best from the platinum-blonde. Yet, as she stared at her reflection, the toned body with just enough body fat to give her some feminine curves, the scars that ran along her sides and back, the black tattoo of a snowflake on her left-shoulder, she couldn’t help say the next words aloud as well.
“You’re back to being undefeated... Why is fabric beating your ass?”
No answer came back. With a sigh, Selena stepped back into the walk-in closet, the lights brightening automatically as racks of outfits lined the walls. Dresses, jackets, custom-fit stage gear, evening gowns she had worn to media galas, a few winter coats - even a handful of shoes, slippers and heels in rows.
Too many choices... None of them right. she thought in dismay.
Spotting something at the corner of her eye, the young woman grabbed a sleek black dress off its hanger. She recognized it. A satin dress that clung to every curve, elegant but simple, something she had worn once to some kind of sponsorship dinner. She held it up against herself as she turned to the mirror against the wall, tilting her head at her reflection.
“No.” she sighed, tossing the item away – she would hang it back up later, along with the pile of dresses on the floor that was growing. The dress was lovely but it was too… commanding. Too ‘SCW’s most hated heel’. She didn’t want to walk into dinner with Deanna and look like “The World-Ruler,” a role she dutifully played.
She grabbed another dress: a crimson one, off-the-shoulder. She didn’t even lift it all the way off the rack this time. “Absolutely not.” she huffed, shoving it back into place and trying again:
A pale silver one with a slit up the thigh. “Too much.”
A soft lilac that came down to her shins. “Not enough.”
Another black one, mermaid-style. “Too intimidating.”
A midnight-blue sparkly cocktail dress. “Too short.”
Time ticked by with each choice. Five minutes. Ten. Twenty. With each attempt, the frustration in her chest expanded, like a growing, burning pain, until she felt like screaming. Instead she let out a slow breath and stepped back.
“Why am I like this?” she whispered. “Why is this so damn hard?!”
A date wasn’t supposed to be this terrifying. Not with Deanna. They had been married, lived together, loved each other with a depth that still scared her when she thought about it too long. But they had also hurt each other.
She dropped her hand and closed her eyes, actually contemplating the next words that came out of her. “Maybe I should cancel...” she whispered to the empty air.
She imagined Deanna’s face at that: the faint frown, the soft disappointment she would try to hide, the patient acceptance she always seemed to have for the platinum-blonde, followed by the biting of the lower lip before a slow nodding of the head and an ‘Okay. I get it.’ – the redhead’s best attempt at understanding Selena out of love. It made Selena wince and her hands tighten into fists.
“No. No.” she ordered herself. “We are not running from this.” she added, steadying herself with help from the cool air surrounding her. She could do this. She wanted to do this! She just needed a damn dress!
After another frustrated sweep of her closet with her eyes, though, she turned away, walking back into the bedroom. Maybe she was missing something... or maybe she should check Deanna’s closest or-
The secondary closet! She was moving before the thought was fully formed in her mind. She had barely entered that room since designating it – which was why Deanna had used it to hide Midna, the little black kitten they had adopted.
I still can’t believe that little thing was living here for days before I knew...
She didn’t feel self-conscious walking around in her underwear. She had walked the halls naked many times while living her by herself (though not while her children where around). And with the children with Deanna for another hour or two – grocery shopping or something – Selena had no hesitation walking down the stairs and down the hall until she reached the correct room. The guest room’s lights flickered on as she pushed the door open.
The room smelled... actually it smelled a little like cleaner. Like it had been washed and cleaned regularly – which she attributed to Deanna keeping Midna here. Almost on cue, a small meow was heard as the feline ran from where it had been napping. Immediately, Selena knelt down and gathered the small creature up. “Hello, Midna.” she whispered fondly, taking the time to give the pet the affection it clearly desired.
Around the room, everything else seemed in place. A bed with crisp white sheets. A dresser nobody had ever opened. The only evidence of the contrary were the body and paw indents on the bed, where the kitten had clearly slept. Spending a few more minutes with Midna, Selena eventually placed her back on the bed, letting it get back to its nap before making her way across the room to the secondary walk-in closet of the suite.
She was inside a minute later, the lights going on as she entered. This closet was smaller but still large and lined with clothes. Unlike her closet, however, these clothes were filled with things her memory wasn’t so fresh on. Old ring gear she had outgrown or replaced, costumes from photo shoots, some dresses she had worn before her villainous days in SCW.
She tried to fight back the wave of nostalgia and longing that hit her as she ran her fingers over sequined gowns, a sapphire nightdress, a winter-white coat- and then she froze.
She spied the garment, buried between a dark-green one and a magenta one. Even so concealed, her breath caught in her throat. She still recognized it...
“No…” she whispered in disbelief. Slowly, fingers trembling, she pulled the dress out of its entrapment.
First thing she saw was the blue. A specific blue, soft and deep and reminiscent of a winter sky during a snowfall. Long, elegant fabric that pooled at her feet when she tugged it free. The faux-fur white collar—plush, soft, trimming the top edge in a swooping line that left the neck and tops of the shoulders bare. Small embroidered snowflakes shimmered along the skirt, subtle but enchanting...
Selena felt her tears well up a little as she held the fabric in her hand.
My favourite dress.
The Winter-Diamond’s dress... Also known as ‘The Winter-Sky Dress’. She hadn’t thought about this dress in years... Worse, she had deliberately buried it away. The last time she’d worn it—
Selena swallowed painfully at the memory. The last time she wore it, she’d not felt powerful, but beautiful. Not intimidating. Not icy, not cold, not villainous. Beautiful. Loved. Because she had worn it for herself. To celebrate herself. Her family. Her wife. Her life outside of SCW. Someone like CHBK or Striker or Xander – none of them would get it. They’d just tilt their hands and say it was a pretty dress or – more likely – make some crack about her looking like Elsa, as that had become the norm again, it seemed. No, this was not for work. This dress had been for her.
And for Deanna.
Almost like a phantom-touch, Selena remembered it so vividly standing there in the closet. How Deanna had been the one to help her zip it up. How she had kissed Selena’s shoulder. How she had called Selena breathtaking...
Selena blinked suddenly, realizing her vision had gone blurry... Slowly, she set the dress gently on the small bench inside the closet, sitting beside it. Her fingers brushed the fur collar, the long gown, the sequins. The question rose up on its own as she did:
Do I have any right to wear this?
She sighed at it – the reason she had put this dress here in the first place. She wasn’t the same woman as before. That woman had been hopeful. Open. Warm. All before she had thought she could be the villain and handle the hate. She hadn’t realized, until it was too late, what living in that hate would do to her. What it had cost. What it had cost Deanna. What it had cost all of them...
Selena’s fingers tightened slightly on the fabric.
“Probably doesn’t even fit anymore…” she murmured to herself.
Physically, she suspected she did. She trained harder now than ever before. She was in the best shape of her career, even if it felt like she was falling apart most days.
But that isn’t the real question, is it?
Slowly, the Snow Queen stood up, lifting the dress in both hands. She walked to the medium-sized mirror tucked into the wall, holding the gown against herself nervously. Biting her lower lip, she slowly brought her gaze to look into the mirror.
It looked… right.
Her throat tightened painfully at just how perfect it looked – an anger she had repressed for so long bubbling to the surface. Her voice cracked when she spoke again, “You don’t get to pretend you’re still her!”
She knew better! Villains don’t get these moments! Not after everything she’d said. Not after everything she’d done! Selena slammed her eyes shut. The dress felt heavier now.
And yet, she wanted to wear it. Gods, she wanted to wear it! She wanted to feel beautiful again, vulnerable again, open again. She wanted for Deanna to look at her the way she used to.
But did she deserve any of that? She knew the answer as she turned, intending to hang it back up, to bury it away again. And yet... Her eyes drifted to the mirror once more.
She didn’t look like the villain right now. She didn’t look like the woman who screamed insults backstage as part of the show, who mocked every fan and person she came across during shows, who stared into cameras with that cold, perfect smirk.
She just... looked like Selena.
Maybe— her heart whined.
Maybe I can be allowed to try... just for tonight...
Her hands tightened on the dress. Wearing it didn’t mean pretending nothing had happened. It didn’t erase the mistakes. It didn’t change anything! It just... it gave her and Deanna a break! And why not?! They were booked the last 4 shows in a row! No other family or superstar pairing were so booked! Didn’t they deserve a break to just be themselves – be who they WANTED to be?!
Selena exhaled slowly, looking down at the dress once more.
“Okay,” she whispered. “Let’s try.”
She carried the dress back to the main bedroom, not saying a word, even when she arrived and unzipped the dress fully. Didn’t say a word as she stepped into it carefully, guiding the fabric up over her hips, her waist, her chest. Not a word as the fur collar brushed her shoulders softly. Not even a grunt escaped her as she struggled slightly with the zipper at the back, eventually sliding it in place.
But when she looked up into the mirror— the silence was broken as she gasped, the breath sucked out of her.
It still fit.
She felt the dress embrace her like it always had. She felt close to tears at the sight—dangerously so.
She let them come, for a moment, before catching them on her fingertips. “You’re allowed to try.” she whispered to herself, allowing herself to admire her reflection for a moment before her eyes settled on her phone again, picking it up, the read but unopened message from Deanna met her. With a sure smile, Selena typed in her reply:
‘Me too. Wearing something nice. I sure am

’