Villain of the Year
”The Extremes Met”
The office of Dr. Glasgen
New York City, New York
February 25th, 2025
1:13pm
“So… you did it on purpose.”
Selena needed only a microsecond to process the voice asking the question. To gauge its tone and inflection. She wasn’t trying to study it completely. The only thing she was searching for was judgment. Not that she cared what the dark-haired woman sitting in the chair thought of her. Hatred was something she had grown quite used to thanks to the former ‘True Believers’ of SCW – the fanbase turning on her as quickly as the flip of a coin or the flick of a light-switch years ago over a damned opinion on a Trios Cash-in. Still, the tone of her therapist would influence Selena’s response – her own tone and voice of it.
In short: she detected no real judgement from the woman. No finger-wagging or condescension. Merely observation and clarification, which the doctor seemed to constantly have – at least every time Selena visited her. So, the Snow Queen’s answer to the woman’s question was a simple word.
“Yes.”
A moment of silence fell between the two of them: therapist and patient; neither one looking away from the other. For the platinum-blonde, it had taken her some time to reach this point, at least in terms of location. The car crash back in Germany had been handled as well as could be expected. Her demand that her Aston Martin vehicle be fixed rather than scrapped had pushed things back on her return to the States – the Frost family staying an extra week in Oberwesel and within the Schonburg Castle. Add her flying in and out of America to take care of things in SCW, at least in what she could manage, and now, near the end of the month, she had finally been able to return home to New York and resume some semblance of her old routine.
It was… odd, to say the least.
She knew she should be happy with how things had been resolved. Blake Mason was out of SCW – beaten out by Selena at the pay-per-view and, if rumors were true, he had taken all his cohorts and resources with him – the ‘beast’ frightened back into its cage. This meant Brittany Lohan as well, meaning no worries about some kind of ‘payback’. And as for The Enigma? Gone. At least if Kristen Scott was to believed, and there certainly wasn’t much stock in THAT as far as Selena was concerned. Still, the man’s attention was no longer on Deanna, it seemed, and that was the important part. All and all, things in SCW seemed normal. She still had her world title rematch contract – and there was no way that was going anywhere soon – meaning she could regain her world title at any time, so THAT was good. The petty squabbles between Xander and The Fall of Man – the stable growing in loudness as they amassed some success was… of little concern to the Snow Queen – though she did worry about her friends Luz and Amelia (Light in the Darkness) as the newlyweds struggled in their war with the new stable. Still, the former world champion, herself, had survived too many wars with stables to count. Infamous and all its various forms, Beauty Network/Factory, Past, Present and Future, The Wonderland, The Brand, all the incarnations of Bloodgrove/New Eden/Coalition, LexyCorp/Lexy-World… all had come and gone, all had tried to destroy her in their quest to ‘rule SCW’… and where were they now?
No, Fall of Man was merely an annoyance right now, at best. Even if the young hotshot, Waylon Creek, somehow managed to become World Champion by defeating Xander at Retribution, it really changed nothing for the Snow Queen. The stable would have their run and eventually, greed would win out. The members would all start thinking of ‘me’ instead of ‘we’, and eventually, they would face the might of SCW and those that were better: Herself, Deanna, Xander (though she was loathed to admit it), Light in the Darkness (who continued to improve despite their setbacks), would rise up and take them down once the ‘shine’ faded from Fall of Man and they learned the true price of being successful within SCW – it was always the same story and Selena had been around long enough to know it well, hence her ‘aloofness’ for lack of a better word where they were concerned.
To reiterate, everything was back to ‘normal’ for her, and with most dire threats eliminated or ‘out of the picture’, she had even arranged to have Deanna move back into the Manhattan ‘Forever Home’ –
where she belongs… Selena thought with certainty. Though this meant that her castle in Eyrie Tower felt emptier, this was just… just how things were meant to be.
And she still felt nothing from it all!
The emotional state of the Snow Queen was the only thing that continued to plague her. Since Dusseldorf – as the weeks had progressed following her bloody battle with Blake Mason – her emotional state… was it bipolar disorder? It was the only thing she could think of, because her state had only two settings, it seemed since that fateful match.
Cold, detached and numb – unable to enjoy the same pleasures she had used to. Her workouts, promoting, studying wrestling videos/matches, time with Deanna and their children, it all simply was ‘there’ and failed to bring the same joy and happiness it used to for her…
And then there was the other side – the seething rage that took over her.
It had only happened twice so far, but it was like a damn switch. The first had been her fight with Mason and the other had been when Asher Hayes had opened his mouth to, essentially, flaunt his acquiring of the Interim United States Title. To be frank, it had been pathetic to Selena – and not at all surprising – how Asher was declaring this and that about his title win, the pitiful man needing whatever ‘ego-boost’ and lie he could conjure up to try and feel ‘better’ about being the bitch-bug she had squashed over a year ago to become world champion once more. So his words of being the ‘real’ United States Champion had merely made her roll her eyes. But then he had disrespected Deanna…
And again, that switch had been flipped. Within seconds, she had marched into CHBK’s office and targeted, not him – she had no interest in beating down the loudmouth again – but rather demanding a match with Kristen Scott, who had begun the damn insults towards Deanna and her family in the first place, mouthing off like never before, and all because Deanna wasn’t there to defend herself – basically a coward’s move.
And, like with Mason, once the fuse had blown and Selena had ‘acted’ on it, she had been left, once more, numb and, once more, surprised by her own actions.
What the hell had she been thinking? Offering to put her world-title-rematch-contract on the line just to get to Scott? She hadn’t even officially challenged the woman till that point, nor had she even given the woman a chance to give a response, yet she had offered the very thing that had kept her in a position of power since September if The One managed to steal a win?!
All her planning…
All her waiting…
All the frustrations of watching Hudson run his mouth and Xander gloat in the ring…
All the main-events that she had let go of…
It was all meant to work out – all part of ‘the plan’ – and now, in an instant, just to get her hands on Scott, she was risking EVERYTHING she had worked and waited for! As if simply facing Selena Frost wasn’t worth anything!
And it wasn’t like she didn’t have an answer to the question. In her numb and cold state, she had managed to look back and know EXACTLY what she had been thinking.
Mason. It all went back to Mason – or at least what he had started. She was done wasting time waiting for people to get in the ring with her like he had. Mason had ‘danced’ around her for months – evading her in the chamber, delaying a matchup till Dusseldorf, playing his mind games. Selena was sick of that and she had no desire to bring that out again in dealing with Scott.
No, there was only a handful of days left till the next pay-per-view – that being Retribution – and the Snow Queen wasn’t about to ‘wait’ for an answer from Scott and thus, have to wait more weeks till the next pay-per-view following Retribution to get what she wanted. So, in her rage, she had dangled the biggest carrot she could in front of her target. There was no way anyone would say ‘no’ to that offer – not Kristen or Jake Starr, for that matter. She’d have Scott practically rushing down to the ring to face her…
And like Blake Mason – that was all Selena needed to do what she needed to.
Still… didn’t mean she couldn’t still curse her own stupidity over such a risk/gamble, as she had for the past week since Breakdown. In truth, her reason for coming to Breakdown wasn’t purely to wrestle her assigned match against Chris Lawler. Not that she had any issue with him. The man was a decent wrestler despite his lack of high-success – a mere 35-day run as Underground champion over fifteen years ago his only standout accomplishment – but he was, simply, the same issue she kept dealing with. Veterans, old superstars, coming back for one-last hooray and trying to find it, not by targeting the world champion, but by targeting her. The biggest superstar in SCW.
Josh Hudson had done it. Xander Valentine continued to do it every time he opened his mouth to talk. James Evans had done it. Blake Mason had done it. Adam Brock had done it. Kristen Scott had done it. The list was a long one of people wanting to scale the heights of SCW and seeing Selena as the ‘rocket’ or ‘jetpack’ to get them there. Lawler was no different. He just wanted to ‘beat the best’ and ‘get his career back on track’ and ‘make a statement’ – it was the same story. He would simply learn, just like the others had learned, that the task of actually beating her was far easier said than done and she was nobody’s stepping stone.
Nobody’s…
The sound of a clearing of a throat snapped her attention back to the present, and Selena tilted her gaze, refocusing her attention back to the therapist. “I keep doing that don’t I?” she asked, slightly guilty, adjusting her dark-green sweater with her hands. “How long was it this time?” she asked.
“Just a few minutes.” Dr. Glasgen remarked, offering a patient smile.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be.” She gave a shrug. “It’s your hour.” She added teasingly.
“Such a therapist thing to say.” Selena remarked with a roll of her eyes.
She knew she sometimes did this in their sessions – zoning out to be alone with her thoughts. Maybe it was the way Glasgen asked her questions during their sessions. Maybe it was just the atmosphere, Selena couldn’t be sure. Still, the older woman was patient with Selena and, for that, the Snow Queen was grateful. She enjoyed the clarity such mental-ramblings granted her, better than the pedantic to-and-fro she suffered when alone with her thoughts and thought about SCW, her relationship with Deanna (or whatever it was) and so forth.
“Were you asking me something?” Selena asked, opting to not start another ‘mental-monologue’ in her head as she felt another coming on.
“No.” Glasgen shook her head. “You just told me that you crashed your car on purpose, though you lied to everyone and said it was an accident with ice or slush.”
Selena sighed. “Yes.” She nodded her head. “I wouldn’t have if it had involved someone, obviously.”
“Well, if it was on purpose, I imagine you did it without the intention of hurting someone.” The doctor gave a tilt of her head, her eyes studying Selena sternly. “Right?”
“Of course.” Selena urged. “I remember distinctively checking my mirrors to make sure no one was even remotely near me on the road.”
“And then you swerved into the rail?”
“I…” Selena sighed. “I don’t know. I think so.” She gave a shrug of her shoulders. “Truthfully, I’m not sure what happened. I just wanted to… feel something again.” She admitted. “Ever since Dusseldorf, I’ve felt numb. Like something was broken inside of me. This achingly cold…” she tried to describe it, her hands gesturing unintentionally as she spoke. “numbness?” her eyes flew towards the waiting listener, as if she could find understanding in the woman’s dark eyes. It wasn’t there – not yet. But there was still that look of patience the doctor always carried in their sessions, which was, at least, enough of an encouragement for Selena to continue. “After everything with Mason… seeing him on the mat and bloody – that was the last I felt anything.”
“When the numbness began?” Glasgen asked. “You might have just come down from a very strong, adrenaline high.”
“I know what that is.” Selena sighed, slightly irritated. “This wasn’t it.” She shook her head. “I’ve been in bloody matches before, okay? Cages, weapons, scaffolds, chambers, I’ve done all of it. This wasn’t the ‘high’ of battle – what I usually have felt-“
“And when was the last time you felt that?”
“Well, that was…” Selena started to answer when her eyes went wide in sudden realization. When HAD she felt the elation of battle? The love of wrestling? The exhilaration of a challenge? Of rising up and being better through hard work and passion? The fundamentals she cherished in SCW – or at least she had when she had begun her career as a wrestler. When had she last fought just because… it was fun? When was the last time she had wrestled just because it was… what she loved to do? In a second, though it felt like an eternity to the Snow Queen, her mind raced backwards.
Mason. No.
The Chamber? No.
Her matches with Polly? No.
Hudson and RTG? No, not even then.
Xander? No.
The One and Kandis? No.
Further and further back she mentally raced – faster and faster going through match after match… and she couldn’t find an answer. Not a satisfactory one anyway. Sure, she still loved SCW and wrestling, least she thought so. But the last time she had wrestled and felt something other than anger or the desire to simply dominate or ‘teach a lesson’? The last time she wrestled and simply loved just wrestling?
She simply couldn’t recall.
“I don’t know.” She answered, giving her head another shake, eyes flying back up to stare at Glasgen’s dark-skinned features. “I don’t know.”
“And that says a lot.” Glasgen remarked. “I think – and this is just preliminary guesswork here – but I think this numbness, the lashing out you’ve described, desiring to feel something? I believe it’s all connected. That it’s your body’s way of telling you something, Selena.”
“Telling me something?”
“That your current ‘path’ is lacking several things.” Glasgen observed. “And we need to figure out what those things are. The triggers that are affecting you during these episodes of ‘fury’. Because if we can isolate why they happened, we can figure out what to do about them.”
“Is this your way of getting me hooked on more sessions?” Selena asked, trying to be funny.
“I’m quite serious, Selena.” The woman stated sternly. “This goes back to your mentality that you are ‘the villain’ of your own story and you need to ‘meet some kind of end’ for it to change and over. Such an extreme. And now you’ve admitted to driving your car into a guardrail. You may not have desired to hurt anyone and planned accordingly, but what if your car debris had caused a crash? What if you had missed something and hurt someone? What if you had miscalculated and been hurt? Or worse?”
Selena felt her throat leap up a little at the questions – almost feeling interrogated and trapped, something she did not like in the slightest. She couldn’t possibly control an outcome like that. How could she factor such elements into a decision? What? Was she supposed to expertly calculate how the car would break apart when crashing? What traffic was like? How the wind was blowing? No one could do that!
“I’m not judging you, Selena.” Glasgen interrupted the flow of thoughts in Selena’s mind. “I’m trying to point out that what you chose to do – it’s not normal behaviour. It’s…” she sighed. “It’s borderline suicide.”
“I wasn’t trying to kill myself!” Selena’s voice raised a little, defiantly. “I just wanted-“
“To feel something, yes.” Glasgen nodded. “And you chose, in that moment, to drive a car into a guardrail on a highway. Not talk to me. Not talk to Deanna or a friend. Not try a hobby. Not listen to some music. No, you went for something incredibly extreme. Do you not see that? Like burning a house down because you don’t like the color of the wallpaper.”
Again, Selena fell into a silence, unable to come up with an answer to the assessment. Simply because… it was true. The same thing had happened with Kristen Scott last Breakdown. To get what she had wanted, Selena had immediately acted on an extreme plan. It was like going from Plan A to Plan X or Y or Z without considering Plan B, C, D or any of the others. It wasn’t like her.
“My concern is you jumping to extremes so quickly.” Glasgen explained. “We need to find out way before you do something and hurt yourself or someone.”
“I’ll be fine.” Selena stated. “I’m not being that stupid.”
“I’m not saying you are.” Glasgen sternly corrected. “But what if you’re compelled to act this way again… and your daughters are in the car. Or your son? Or Deanna?”
Selena’s eyes went wide. “Don’t you fucking-“ she suddenly growled.
“I am NOT trying to scare you.” Glasgen pressed, holding out a hand to stop Selena’s growing anger (rapidly growing). “I am trying to help you.”
“By threatening my family?” Selena’s nostrils flared and her hands clenched into fists – she could feel her nails dig into her palms harshly.
“Selena…” Glasgen ordered, placing her notebook down on her lap. “Look at yourself.” She gestured with her free hand, point towards something on her right. Following the hand, Selena spied a tall looking glass, part of the décor of the room…
She saw the narrowed eyes, the flared nostrils, the cold fury in her gaze… her expression.
She looked… monstrous. It was the only word that fit what stared back at her. And the fact that this visage was HERS? And for what? Because of a simple question? A simple remark aimed towards her children? Towards Deanna?
“I think we have found your trigger.” Glasgen sighed, leaning back into her chair, letting the Snow Queen turn her head back towards the doctor, shock and confusion radiating off the former world champion in waves. “The question now becomes… what do we do about it?”