Your 2025 SCW goals, plans and targets.

[Serenity]

For me, it feels weird to have a goal related to this hobby of ours. People have touched on the competitive aspect, I remember a time in SCW where the competitiveness was high. It felt like certain handlers leaned too hard into that to the point where the game wasn't enjoyable. I had this moment where I didn't feel like I was coming back at all cause I would notice how competitive people were, and I didn't feel like I could match that. Didn't want to drive myself up a wall trying to keep up with folks.

Since I have come back, I am at peace a bit more with stuff, to the point where I don't kill myself for no showing. Matt pretty much carried T&S and didn't give me grief for not being the most consistent, so thanks for that bud.


BUT I can say towards the end of 2024 I was becoming a lot more cynical. Not because of this place. Ya'll are awesome.

Outside of SCW it became kinda became a drag, and it may have effected me a bit in terms of getting myself in a headspace to enjoy the game, sit down and write, etc. Keep a better headspace. This translate to real life as well. Keeping yourself together mentally is important.

In the big pictureness of it all, work on ways to enjoy the game more. To actually have a system in place for my writing. I do admire how some of ya'll get the ball rolling before you officially know what match you are in (for Breakdown's moreos cause we generally most of the time know our PPV direction). Making writing easier. And focus on things I can control. Would I like to become a World Champion again (Blake's whole goal kinda hinges on that after all), sure. I am at peace that it may not happen, so, I would like to end Blake's journey on the right note. What that will look like who knows. I do want a proper end...

*who knows I might actually complete Dawn's Supreme Champion arc.... lol*