10-28-2018, 08:41 PM
OOC: I know this is late but I wanted to get something out.
24 hours ago
I sit in the gym ring, it is near midnight and I have been training for the last 5 hrs, just toning small things, going over new stuff. I put my head back just thinking over the last few months and what has happened to me. I miss my friend Mya but I needed to step up and do what I had to do. I couldn't let that tape be released. I am trying to forget about life in general. I worked my ass off to get here, I fell in love, only to let my heart be broken and used. I sigh as I put my head back on the turn buckle when I hear a voice that I didn't want to hear.
Calvin- Doesn't surprise me that you are here.
Lilith- Doesn't surprise me that you are still an ass either.
Calvin- I just want what is mine Lily.
Lilith- I was never yours Calvin. Get over that.
Calvin- Hmm you were at one point and from what I seen, a lot of others have had you too. In fact, I took what I wanted from you and gave you a kid in return.
Lilith- Then you are lucky I didn't take you to court for rape and child support. You are way over do.
Calvin- Maybe but I know you won't because the minute you do, I file for custody of Abby. Either way you lose.
I take a deep breath as I close my eyes before opening them.
Lilith- Does Mya know you are using her?
Calvin- What Mya doesn't know won't hurt me. Besides will she believe you is the thing.
Calvin gives a grin before leaving as I turn to the security camera that is blinking as I give my own grin as the camera fades out.
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Present Day
Tonight...I know everyone just seems ready for me to throw in the dam towel. They look at me and believe that it is over. That I need to throw in the towel. That won't happen. I am not here for titles, I am not here for glory or to be famous. I am here to fight. I am here to prove that I will not give in. The odds are stacked against me but I will not give in. I will not back down. The fight is still alive in me.
I have said in the past that I am not in this business for myself. I am in this business to support my daughter. I bleed to put food on my table for her. That is all I care about. Supporting my daughter. Forget the broken bones, forget the dam tears, or my win/loss record, I just don't give a dam. This is what I do to feed my kid and if that means I lose a match or two then so be it but I won't apologize as to why I am here in this business and I will do it all again.
I am coming to not only fight but survive. I have always survived and I will continue to do so. Bello made it clear she will do whatever she has to but so will I. Kaito and Misato are worthy opponents and will continue to bring on the fight. It won't be easy but nothing is never easy. I will walk out of the ring, with my head held high, win or lose, it will still be held high.
24 hours ago
I sit in the gym ring, it is near midnight and I have been training for the last 5 hrs, just toning small things, going over new stuff. I put my head back just thinking over the last few months and what has happened to me. I miss my friend Mya but I needed to step up and do what I had to do. I couldn't let that tape be released. I am trying to forget about life in general. I worked my ass off to get here, I fell in love, only to let my heart be broken and used. I sigh as I put my head back on the turn buckle when I hear a voice that I didn't want to hear.
Calvin- Doesn't surprise me that you are here.
Lilith- Doesn't surprise me that you are still an ass either.
Calvin- I just want what is mine Lily.
Lilith- I was never yours Calvin. Get over that.
Calvin- Hmm you were at one point and from what I seen, a lot of others have had you too. In fact, I took what I wanted from you and gave you a kid in return.
Lilith- Then you are lucky I didn't take you to court for rape and child support. You are way over do.
Calvin- Maybe but I know you won't because the minute you do, I file for custody of Abby. Either way you lose.
I take a deep breath as I close my eyes before opening them.
Lilith- Does Mya know you are using her?
Calvin- What Mya doesn't know won't hurt me. Besides will she believe you is the thing.
Calvin gives a grin before leaving as I turn to the security camera that is blinking as I give my own grin as the camera fades out.
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Present Day
Tonight...I know everyone just seems ready for me to throw in the dam towel. They look at me and believe that it is over. That I need to throw in the towel. That won't happen. I am not here for titles, I am not here for glory or to be famous. I am here to fight. I am here to prove that I will not give in. The odds are stacked against me but I will not give in. I will not back down. The fight is still alive in me.
I have said in the past that I am not in this business for myself. I am in this business to support my daughter. I bleed to put food on my table for her. That is all I care about. Supporting my daughter. Forget the broken bones, forget the dam tears, or my win/loss record, I just don't give a dam. This is what I do to feed my kid and if that means I lose a match or two then so be it but I won't apologize as to why I am here in this business and I will do it all again.
I am coming to not only fight but survive. I have always survived and I will continue to do so. Bello made it clear she will do whatever she has to but so will I. Kaito and Misato are worthy opponents and will continue to bring on the fight. It won't be easy but nothing is never easy. I will walk out of the ring, with my head held high, win or lose, it will still be held high.