06-22-2021, 04:54 PM
I hate this more than any of you could ever possibly know, but I have got to step away.
I'm going through a separation. Things haven't been the best for nearly a year in that regard. A lot of it is on me, and me being me, I always take full blame. It's how I've always been wired. Living with the fact that I can only see my kids three days out of the week has been pretty taxing. Not to mention, other variables within my personal life, which have truly effected my mental health in ways I've done my best to ignore, by trying to keep busy, by trying to do all that I can to keep my mind of all of it. But here I am, unable to do it anymore. I've had suicidal thoughts here and there. I've gotten myself into counseling, and trying to be the best father that I can be.
Today, it has all finally taken a toll.
I appreciate all of you, and this fed. I appreciate Olek for providing me with this as an outlet for a lot of my mental health issues that I chose to ignore for the better part of two decades. I hope it's still around when I'm able to come back. I know I am involved in some very high end profile feuds, but right now, I can't give it my best or do this place any justice with the way things are right now. I love you all, and I will be sure to check in from time to time, hoping to see you all killing it with your stories and what not.
Until then,
Josh
I'm going through a separation. Things haven't been the best for nearly a year in that regard. A lot of it is on me, and me being me, I always take full blame. It's how I've always been wired. Living with the fact that I can only see my kids three days out of the week has been pretty taxing. Not to mention, other variables within my personal life, which have truly effected my mental health in ways I've done my best to ignore, by trying to keep busy, by trying to do all that I can to keep my mind of all of it. But here I am, unable to do it anymore. I've had suicidal thoughts here and there. I've gotten myself into counseling, and trying to be the best father that I can be.
Today, it has all finally taken a toll.
I appreciate all of you, and this fed. I appreciate Olek for providing me with this as an outlet for a lot of my mental health issues that I chose to ignore for the better part of two decades. I hope it's still around when I'm able to come back. I know I am involved in some very high end profile feuds, but right now, I can't give it my best or do this place any justice with the way things are right now. I love you all, and I will be sure to check in from time to time, hoping to see you all killing it with your stories and what not.
Until then,
Josh
James Evans
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SCW Accomplishments:
2x SCW World Heavyweight Champion
2016 SCW Taking Hold of the Flame Winner
2016 SCW Rise to Greatness main event winner
2019 End of the Year Open Invitational Winner
SCW Supreme Champion
2x SCW U.S.Champion
SCW Adrenaline Champion
2x SCW Underground Champion
SCW World Tag Team Champion
2013 SCW Feud of the Year
2014 SCW Feud of the Year
2015 SCW Match of the Year
2016 SCW Match of the Year
2018 SCW Tag Team of the Year
2019 SCW Tag Team of the Year
2020 Conquered Thunderdome