Holly Adams vs. Konrad Raab

[Konrad Raab]

Discussing SCW events with Konrad's anger from two weeks ago. Chicago, Illinois. Tuesday 19th April (Off-Camera)

Konrad had to recall the attacks mostly his friends had gotten from Kimberly Williams, a lady who was desperate for a fight and the Underground title. Of course, Shaun had said no to the title match for Konrad and Kimberly, but Konrad was certainly not happy about it. Not when he claimed that Kimberly didn't deserve it. He was in the Chicago Cognitive Behavioural Treatment Centre, sitting to look directly at his psychologist, Aaron Tyrone. Konrad bashes his fists down on the table, frustrated and full of anger, even with the security standing by if anything happens.

Konrad Raab: “That fucking cunt.”

Aaron Tyrone: "We can't accept that word here; it's offensive to women."

Konrad Raab: "Do you think I give a fuck who it offends? No, I don't because she is a big one. Attacking my twin brother and my friends; who the fuck does she think she is? Thank god I had the common sense to have my kids, my fiancee and her sister in the VIP suite. She has another thing coming if she can get away with me doing that shit."

Aaron Tyrone: "It's not appropriate, no matter what you think. I know it wasn't nice of her to attack your friends and your twin brother; well, isn't your twin brother a professional wrestler?"

Konrad Raab: "Yeah, he is and thank god I had the common sense to have him at ringside because I knew she would fuck my friends up. I fucking knew it because she has been chasing me over a god damn title. I don't care what you say, but she will be left with a pile of her blood in the middle of that ring."

It was understandable to Aaron that Konrad would be angry and frustrated with the events that happened; more so, it was his tenth-anniversary match as he continuously bangs his fists on the table, not caring what anyone says. His anger had gone to another level, a first since before he faced Lucas Knight. However, his anger was an addiction, and Konrad had one thing to admit to Aaron that had changed.

Konrad Raab: "I have wanted to join a fighting gang. Not a drug gang, gangs who want to fight and beat people out for fun."

Aaron Tyrone: "What do you mean to join a gang? Did you join one in your past?"

Konrad Raab: "Nearly in Germany. I can't get enough fighting and beating the fuck out of people. When I'm out on my own, when I see a fight in an alleyway, I put a balaclava on my face and join in to beat the fuck out of people. I love it, I love doing illegal street fights, and I love fighting people in the streets as a part of a gang."

Aaron Tyrone: "Konrad, I don't know what to say. I'm disappointed with you. You're addicted to violence, more so than ever before. You need to find a way to think that all of what you're doing is against the law. It's not healthy for you to think about fighting all the time; heck, you fought NASCAR drivers and almost the team the other day."

It's gotten out of hand lately with Konrad, and even his fiancee disapproved of him doing so. Primarily because of the fear of Konrad being hurt and being in hospital. However, Konrad shrugs his shoulders and laughs.

Konrad Raab: "Again, I don't care. I fight because I fucking enjoy hearing people feel pain and making them bleed. I love all of that shit. Heck, I enjoy people beating me and cutting me open. It helps me tackle my life of what I've been through with my father and wrestlers in general. Just like the sex I have with Luiza Doe and my sex buddy, I get turned on about fighting. Heck, my nightmares continue as well. I dream about my dad killing me with poison the other day, trying to fight him off."

Aaron Tyrone: "It seems your head is filled with nothing but violence. Also, that's not the only concern I have with you. Your fiancee phoned me the other day, and she told me you've been cutting yourself. She wants you to stop doing that."

Konrad Raab: "I've got to; it helps me relieve mental pain. Don't you or anyone understand that I cut myself because I want to be happy? When I don't cut myself, I turn into tears because I can't handle coping with my past. Don't you understand I have to do it to be happy, well, along with getting married and having sex with Luiza?"

Aaron Tyrone: "Konrad, I wish you would think of other things to do other than fighting. I think what I suggest is you go out on your own, but you don't get involved in every fight you see. You're out of control, and you need to stop. I certainly want you to stop cutting yourself."

Konrad shook his head, knowing it would never happen, especially being a professional wrestler and the situation of his Underground title being on the line in hardcore and violent situations. It seemed he had grown to love everything he's done in the division. While cutting himself can be a source of happiness, it was also going down a destructive path.

Konrad Raab: "I can't do that, not when I could be in a fight for my life against Kimberly coming up. I'll do something to put my Underground title on the line and make Kimberly taste her blood. She has never faced the most violent male wrestler in her entire life, and for her, it's not going to be pretty. Don't you dare stop me because I rather die in the wrestling ring than stop cutting myself."

Aaron Tyrone: "Come on now, no need for that. As I said, you are a psychopath, and I will say that to you until you accept it. You are very sick."

Konrad Raab: "I will never accept it because I don't beat my family ever. I can never do that to Luiza; heck, you know more about my anger than she does. I can't tell her to the full extent because of fear of hurting her."

Aaron Tyrone: "I discovered something else about you that's weighed on my mind. The other issue is that you've not gotten over your divorce with Fizz."

Konrad Raab: "Don't be fucking stupid, Aaron. I fully got over Fizz months ago. I beat the system and won the divorce rights and money. Seriously, I'm leaving after that bullshit you said. Fuck you."

Konrad threw the chair and opened the door to leave the office, knowing he didn't ever want to hear Fizz's name again in his life. It brought too many memories. He went around the corner, got a knife out of his pocket, and cut deep into his arm. When he did, he sighed in relief, feeling a lot better before returning to his home to see Luiza, spending the rest of the day with her.

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Why the fuck am I fighting Holly? Chicago, Illinois. Wednesday 20th April. (On-Camera)

Usually, Konrad would always look forward to facing any opponent these days, but when it came to Holly Adams, he was completely lost on why he had to fight her. Sure, he hated the entire world and hated a lot of wrestlers, but Holly was one of the few wrestlers Konrad disliked the least. As usual, nothing changes with him being in an abandoned warehouse with the same situation of blood-stained walls, skeletons scattered all over the room and patches of victim's blood on the blood wall of fame.

Some were of legends he had collected. He aimed to place Kimberly's blood next to the rest he had caused so much damage with. However, Holly was not one of the victims Konrad wanted ever, not on his wall or in the ring. Shaking his head violently, almost as if he's in a rage about the match taking place. He stares directly at the camera.

Konrad Raab: “Before I talk about the most pointless match in wrestling history, let's talk about Kimberly for a second. First thing, the whole you must earn shit is overrated as fuck. Nobody should have to earn anything anymore. It's time to get within the times and realise that people that have stuck around the longest should receive title shots. Not wins and losses bullshit and certainly not running to managers to get one.”

It was something that always bothered Konrad on the earned title stuff when a lot of people around him got PPV title shots way before he ever did and that still bothered him.

Konrad Raab: “I don't agree with that, but I also don't agree with Shaun Cruze, stating Kimberly should earn to get one. No, she earns a fucking beating with my title on the line. She'll more than likely get one, more so if she dares to interfere with my matches ever again, especially attacking people weaker than she is because she can't out violence me and hasn't done since I came to the violence game.”

Konrad seethes with anger, thinking about the incident that happened the last time he got into the ring and he needed to move on as he sat on the chair for the match he has coming up against Holly Adams.

Konrad Raab: “Why is this match between me and Holly Adams even happening? Fuck sake, I would rather face Asher Hayes or the Lexy Crybabies squad over Holly Adams. At least I have a reason to beat the fuck out of them. I legit have no fucking reason to face Holly. Mainly because she's the only one on this entire roster who hasn't pissed me off as much. Granted, she has done great work for herself, contenting for the SCW title more than once, giving Selena Frost a hard time and even naming a PPV after herself. She's a talented wrestler in the ring and you can't commend her enough for it.”

However, it's one of those times Konrad had to be more than honest with himself when it came to Holly. Sure, he hated her a lot less than other wrestlers he had encountered in his career, but he shook his head, knowing what he had seen as of late.

Konrad Raab: “However, the thing I feel you should be doing is have you be violent. Ever seen a pretty girl become violent and brutal? No, because that's what I generally want to see you do. Instead, you moan and cry about being injured. Does it look like I care if I'll go and injure you, considering we are friends? No, I'm willing to do everything it takes to win, even if it means breaking you in half. Holly, this is a wrestling business and my addition for fighting and wrestling has grown so fucking much.”

Konrad was more pissed at the match taking place than at Holly, but he had to be brutally honest as much as he knew Holly would be at him. He grabs a tin of red paint and pours it all over himself. Tasting as if its blood poured all over his body.

Konrad Raab: “This isn't the Konrad you fought last time, this is a new and improved Konrad, one who has no problems unleashing violence, one who will literally die in the wrestling ring to get what he goes after. I don't mind being hurt, blooded or having bones broken just to get a title which is exactly what I did. I especially do not appreciate you trashing someone very close to me, someone I now consider as a part of my family, Minerva.”

Konrad paused for a second as he breathes in and out, knowing he wanted to get a lot out in the short amount of time he had before travelling to two different American states in one week. Konrad cleared his throat.

Konrad Raab: “I'm the reason she got in the wrestling business Holly. You can look at it as if she played mind games with me and all that shit, but she had been right on many things. If it wasn't for Minerva, I wouldn't be angry or violent to make the changes I did need to do, to get myself to a higher level because respecting the entire roster wasn't working. Everyone for some reason wants me to go back to respecting the whole roster again. That will never happen again. So part of me wants to beat the fuck out of you because of things you said about Minerva.”

Feeling the mental pain he has, he gets a knife out of his pocket and cuts a bit on his arm, feeling the blood drip from his arm to the floor. He placed the knife in his pocket. Konrad got another tin of paint and pours it all over his body, mostly because of his past and the amount of times wrestlers have thrown respect back in his face.

Konrad Raab: “Holly, I don't understand why you're in a team with Giovanni and Cidney when in reality, you should be beyond wanting to be in a team with people. Look at me, look how successful I've been without being a part of a team? Teams hold you back from reaching your potential. That's the reason for your losses because mentally, you want to be with Gio and Cidney for your quests than wanting to beat Selena to win, despite near win circumstances you've had. While I learned from experience that one day, Giovanni and Cidney will stab you in the back and you'd be better off alone. You're wrestling skills are far better than the pair of them combined.”

Konrad shook his head, hating to tell the truth on Holly, but he had to as much as he didn't want to and as much he wanted to think everything he's saying is bullshit, it's not and he still seethes with anger.

Konrad Raab: “The point is I want you to hit me with the belt like you did with Autumn Valentine and I wouldn't even care for a win either. I want you to bust me open and do everything you can to get this violent twisted fuck down. Otherwise, I'm going to hit you with a title belt or another weapon because the mood I'm in is not pleasant, to say the least. If Kimberly wants to interrupt the match, let us beat the living fuck out of each other because I'd rather do that than face you. I'd cause the match to be a no-contest like I did the tag match because Kimberly and my issues are greater. Hell, I'd enjoy seeing you beat the shit out of Lexy Crybabies because they deserve a beating, especially Lexy.”

It was as if he almost run out of negative things to say to Holly and he had because of the respect he generally had for her. The only one who treated him like a normal person when he was allowed on Twitter.

Konrad Raab: “I will enjoy you, Gio and Cidney tear the living fuck out of Lexy's Crybabies and I'm sure you'll enjoy me and Kimberly beat the living daylights out of each other in an exploding barb wire match. Because Kimberly has another thing coming to her if she thinks she can up one on me. I won't hesitate to go to the ring and beat the fuck out of Kimberly during her match with Diamond Steele either. I won't hesitate to use violence on you because I have to be more violent than her, being the Underground champion. I will teach you how you cope with pain because you need to in a match like Warfare, being in a cage after all.”

It was something Konrad wanted to do more than ever, especially his love for violence grew and some have said it was for the worst. Konrad still licks the paint off his face and his body, licking the blood he may cause on Kimberly mostly.

Konrad Raab: “While I won't hesitate to bust you open so I can be more violent than Kim, since she has never faced a violent male wrestler in her entire life. I have to do things I don't want to do in life and beating you to a bloody pulp is one of them. But it's to teach you to not fear pain, not to fear the bumps and bruises you'll get. I will be walking away with this match being the most violent wrestler in this company. I know I'm the most violent man on this roster, nobody can be on par with me on that. Holly, I love all you do, but I'm sorry that I have to be the one to pin you in the middle of the ring because I love to fight, I love violence that runs down my veins of my body. You have to understand that it's for a purpose. Shaun made a big mistake placing you against me. Prepare to be Iceinated by The Ice Blood because you will be, end of story.”

Konrad shook his head on the match he would have, even shook his head on the video he did, but it was necessary at least he could help Holly tackle the pain she struggles to cope with, while Konrad had nothing to learn from in the match as the camera went black.