More anger needs to be let out once again. Ottawa, Canada. Friday 30th December (Off-Camera)
It's the day before the deathmatch, and there's still nowhere to be found on Konrad's opponent for the match. Especially not at this right stage of the phase of things. While it made him mad before, it's gotten a lot worse, and as usual, due to the extreme anger Konrad still has, they were located in a hotel where no known SCW wrestler was staying, but away from his girlfriend, who, as Konrad always said, would never use anger on.
Konrad, of course, wasn't the only guy in the hotel room; it was Dakon's place to stay. It was only the two of them since Dakon's friend decided to go out for the evening, and it wasn't the right day for Konrad to do that, especially the rarely ever goes out when a wrestling match is taking place the day or on the day, until after he's finished wrestling.
However, it was almost the day to wrestle, and Konrad still threw Dakon around like crazy, punching and kicking him non stop. Ever since the match was announced, Konrad had been waiting, waiting far too long to know who it is and even though he'd find out tomorrow, it was hard to prepare for a match where his opponent was still a mystery.
Konrad Raab: "I'm sick and tired of waiting and waiting to find out who my fucking opponent is. Not even a gender of my opponent?"
Dakon Theron: "As I said, it is well and truly fucked. I'm sure you'll fin.............."
Konrad Raab: "I shouldn't have to find out tomorrow, I should've found out two weeks ago, on Breakdown, but oh no, Cian wanted to make me suffer, and he's fucking caused me nothing, but stressed, making me have sleepless nights over the fucking thing."
Dakon Theron: "Well, except Christmas Day and the day after that, according to Luiza. I do wish you would go an..................."
Konrad growls before throwing Dakon across the wall once again, even to state about what he was going to say as Konrad shook his head as he laid in a lot of punches on Dakon, being the guy that can handle all the shots Konrad had given him today. It was his source of letting every single bit of anger out.
Konrad Raab: "I told you and Jason earlier why I can't, and I never will because everyone will be right about me, and I'm not letting anyone think they are. I will never get angry at Luiza. I tell her my problems, but never angrily or use violence."
Dakon Theron: "But why aren't you getting enough sleep still? Can't stop dreaming about your dad, or is it because your brain so consumed with the hatred you have for Cian? I also know you caused a fight last night in the streets. Do you honestly think I wouldn't find out about that?"
That was the one thing that's a continuation of Konrad's life was now; he wasn't just doing illegal street fights with a promoter arranging them, but he was also beating people all by himself, all because he needed to let a lot of stuff out of his system. Konrad evilly laughs before he kicks Dakon's head in and then lays in more punches just because he was addicted to violence and fighting.
Konrad Raab: "I did what I had to do. I got sick of staying in the hired apartment and not doing anything while I can't fucking sleep because I still get dreams about my father and that on top of me having bipolar as well."
Dakon Theron: "What?"
Konrad Raab: "You fucking heard what I said."
Dakon picked himself up and realised why Konrad's anger was explosive. It was more than just his dreams about his father and his wrestling career, it was because of his mental health reaching high proportions, and Dakon gulped hard, knowing it was a horrible thing Konrad was going through. Dakon knew nothing about bipolar or anything of a sort.
Dakon Theron: “I understand. It seems like it scares you to death."
Konrad Raab: "It does, especially afraid of flipping out on Luiza, but you've helped me with that. I have to embrace anger for the rest of my life. I can't do anything to cure it. Yeah, some god damn tablets, but I've still got forty-five years of anger, and no counselling or anyone can help me cure. I have a sick sense of fighting and violence because it makes me feel safe and happy. Without fighting or racing in NASCAR, I'm a lost fucking cause."
Dakon Theron: "I disagree. I mean, I heard about you wanting to promote more about Climate Change. I didn't even know that was the main reason you've been staying in hired apartments now. Because of your diet, and that's a great thing. It shows you are an angry, horrible piece of work, but at the same time, there's a part of you so fired up on Climate Change."
Konrad nodded his head directly at Dakon. He knew Luiza had been telling Dakon about it over the phone since even she had spent a bit of time with him when Konrad was testing with NASCAR that Friday. It was good because they did need time together away from Konrad.
Konrad Raab: "I did some protests a few weeks ago about Climate Change, and I may cause violence to get my point across next year because America is treating it like a big fucking joke. How many hurricanes and tornadoes has this country had? A lot, and the president hasn't done shit to take this shit seriously."
Dakon Theron: "Oh, I agree with you one hundred per cent. But this discussion isn't about that; it's about you being impatient. Did Luiza or Minnie not tell you to be patient and use every single bit of your anger all on whoever you're facing?"
Konrad once again nodded, remembering the times he had with Minerva, times that they'd had sex, being hypnotised because he hadn't been sleeping due to the fear of Konrad sleeping, and the fear was still there. He also had hard and heavy discussions about changing the style of the videos he had been doing; although the changes were there, the biggest test would be when he didn't take part in violent matches.
Konrad Raab: "Minnie told me a few changes and given me a few ideas how to tackle the shit I'm going through. She knows I'm afraid of being on my own in wrestling. She doesn't even have to watch SCW for that. Minnie wants me, and I do as well, to beat the living fuck out of people, but said I need to lessen the swearing and the whole going too far insults."
Dakon Theron: "Did you talk about the wrestling school and invite her to instruct the students?"
Konrad Raab: "Yes, I have, and she's all for it, granted when she has the free time, of course. She even stated she couldn't keep me out of her life. I'm not going to forget about her. I will make sure I finish up the Minerva legacy that none of the Jerkoffs wants to do. It shows where their loyalties lie, doesn't it?"
Konrad shook his head, but at the same time, he wasn't surprised because Konrad knew he was never a part of the Jackals, to begin with, even with the team announcement. After all, his goal solely was to be Minerva's slave, which he was successful with. Now, he had to figure things out on his own and make a name for himself, along with doing what Minerva used to do.
Dakon Theron: "Forget about them. You've achieved far more essential things without them. Heck, I don't see anyone else tackling problems themselves that don't involve someone in their fights or talking for them."
Konrad Raab: "I will take someone's fucking head off in that arena tomorrow if I don't find out who I'm facing before the match. Showing them who The Ice Blood is, show the world how much I've changed and no longer the weak link everyone says I am. I'm sick of everyone stating that. I'm also sick of sitting on my ass, waiting for a name to be announced as my opponent."
Dakon Theron: "How the hell you even came up with the shit you said for the match is beyond me. I like the ideas you've claimed, and I'm looking forward to you fucking someone's ass up, and they'll be so very sorry they'll call you a weak link."
Konrad had a smile on his face, but at the same time, while he stopped beating on Dakon, he still was so pent up with anger, pacing up and down non stop. It felt like Konrad still wanted to cause more fights in the streets, illegally, as it made him better afterwards. He licks his lips as if he imagines blood dripping from someone.
Konrad Raab: "Oh yes, they fucking will and Cian better be sorry he made me wait so long for him to fucking name me an opponent, not even stating if it's a male or female opponent. Tomorrow night, I will show the world that I'm capable of dishing out violence and that they'll have a new name for me. I'm going out; see you tomorrow with a ton of ideas I have in my head."
Dakon Theron: "I will be watching it all in front of my TV here, don't worry about that. I'll enjoy every minute of seeing you enjoy yourself being violent in the ring and even in yourself; you might still be angry, but at the same time, excited on giving someone a taste of their blood."
Konrad Raab: "After that, don't bother me because I aim to do something special with Luiza as a way to calm myself down. I'll be pissed if you and Jason bother me tomorrow. I promise you, we'll go out to drink and all that shit sometime in the new year."
Konrad was still angry about the opponent being too last minute to wait as he left the hotel room and headed straight back to the hired apartment. As he got into his hired apartment since they don't stay in hotels anymore due to Konrad being a vegan, he sat down with Luiza and watched a film Luiza started to watch, and he kissed her on her cheek with his arm around her. An hour later, the movie finished, and they went upstairs to their room and went straight to sleep.
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Spending time on the beach. Ottawa, Canada. Saturday 31st December. Two hours after the deathmatch. (Off-Camera)
Although they were better than two hours ago, the marks on Konrad's face were visible with cuts and scars from the hell of a deathmatch he had, but he loved the blemishes and scars he got since it was considered the best fight he's had in his mind. Things have been very different in Konrad's career, from literally hating hardcore matches to being one of the most deadly hardcore wrestlers in SCW.
Many people were shocked at how Konrad performed tonight, and wrestling fans will remember Konrad's deathmatch for a while. Unlike all the other couples or other people, they weren't at home or at a party to celebrate the New Year, they were lying on the beach, and the only people were doing so. Everyone could see Konrad be placed for Underground title contention someday.
There were no lifeguards at the beach since the sea was closed off, it still didn't stop Konrad and his girlfriend, Luiza Doe, from laying on the beach with their clothes on, with a blanket, laying together to look at the stars in the dark, ten minutes until New Year's Day. It had been a while they've relaxed away from Dakon. It was just a perfect night for them to spend time together as a couple. They kissed, and Luiza had her arm around Konrad's chest.
Konrad Raab: "Just like you, the star gave me a sparkle in my eyes."
Luiza Doe: "Like the sparkle, I saw of you beating the shit out of Cassidy Carter tonight. You proved how violent and vicious you are. It makes me so happy to spend the night here on the beach together."
Konrad Raab: "I don't care how cold it is; being here with you calms me down. Luiza, you make me have feelings I've never had before. With the future, I can see us being together for a long time."
Luiza and Konrad went for another kiss again as there wasn't much going on at the moment. Although Konrad's watch he had around his wrist stated it was at least six more minutes until New Years Day, it didn't matter because the pair of them needed this time together, alone. Without wanting to celebrate with other wrestlers or other people, just the two of them alone with waves breezing through.
Luiza Doe: "I do as well. You have been so much calmer since I started living with you and Dakon being around you to let your anger out."
Konrad Raab: "You have no idea how good that idea was. I'm glad you still want to be with me, even with the bipolar I have. I don't think I could live with that by myself."
Luiza Doe: "I'm still want to be with you because you're a wonderful man. Besides, like Minnie isn't crazy sometimes, I've gotten used to that and willing to help you through it."
Konrad felt a little horny because of Luiza supporting him; more so, she placed her knee on Konrad's crotch as he moaned a little bit before they shared a small kiss on the lips together. Nobody was around, not even people walking behind them, but they didn't care. It was now five minutes before the new year.
Konrad Raab: "I've never felt safer than with you. Apart from wrestling training we do together; you're the only woman that's never beaten me up. I mean as a punishment, but other than that, not for no reason like my ex-wives did."
Luiza Doe: "You're the first and only boyfriend I ever had, babe. You'll be so good at protecting me if I ever get hurt, and you're more of a man than SCW wrestlers; see you. I begin to see you as a handsome man and a great father figure I never had. Especially tonight when you became vicious, more than anyone has seen you."
Konrad Raab: "Well, you've always been sexy ever since Minnie introduced us, and I couldn't thank her for that because I don't know what I would've done if I was on my own. I wouldn't be wrestling for SCW; still, that's for sure. Yeah, hopefully now, it will shut up everyone who claimed I'm a weak link."
Now it was one minute until it was the new year, and their time was lying on the beach, giving each other compliments, something that needed to be done in public for quite a bit. Of course, they were behind closed doors, but as Konrad's watch was dead on midnight, Luiza looked in his eyes as she rubbed her knee on his crotch.
Luiza Doe: "Happy New Year, my sexy Deathmatch King."
Konrad Raab: "Happy New Year, my sexy tiger."
The fireworks started banging in the sky, but there was a massive bang between Luiza and Konrad as they snog all over each other, and they felt each other's genitals before they took their clothes off and started to have sex with one another for their first time in the New Year. They had side sex before Konrad went on top of Luiza, and then Luiza went on top of Konrad, taking a few snogs along the way.
They were going at it for ten minutes with the fireworks going off as Luiza moans and screams to the point that now, Konrad is on top of Luiza again to moan loud, feeling so much better as they kiss before they put their underwear and trousers on. They then kissed again and looked at the fireworks going off.
Luiza Doe: "That was fantastic, having sex on the beach and then looking at the fireworks going off."
Konrad Raab: "It was. I needed that badly with you. I don't give a shit if anyone saw us having sex on the beach. I just wanted to show you how special and important you are to me. You calm me down so much."
Luiza Doe: "You show it to me every single day on what you said, Konrad. I got to ask you something about us this year."
Konrad Raab: "What's that?"
It was clear it was something fundamental; more now, they had more of a connection than ever before as they kissed again before Konrad looked at Luiza, feeling a lot happier being with Konrad than she thought. It brought the pair of them a lot closer, long before Konrad was her slave as well. They were a lot more than that.
Luiza Doe: "I never thought I'd say this, but since you've made me relax about the whole living together thing, I only want you because knowing I can't find anyone else who would put me first. I want to be with you for the rest of my life."
Konrad Raab: “I do as well Luiza. I may have sex with Minerva, but she's never going to be ready for the future of being in a relationship, unlike you and me. I enjoy being with you; I enjoy buying you presents, I enjoy going out on dates with you like tonight. You're perfect."
Luiza Doe: "You are as well. I do feel I'm ready for us to work. Let us get a move on as you've had a hard day that you deserve your rest, and I will hypnotise you to sleep so you can get your well-deserved sleep."
Konrad Raab: "I agree."
Luiza and Konrad get themselves up from the beach, and they roll the blanket before Konrad places it under his arm, and they walk while looking at the sky and watching the waves go at the beach. They held each other's hands and walked back to their hired apartment to go straight to the bedroom. Luiza rubs Konrad's back as she kisses his left shoulder. Konrad was so relaxed, not felt like it since the day after Christmas Day, that he continuously blinks, but slowly, he closes one eye.
Luiza Doe: "That's good, that's good. Now relax. Just feel yourself relax. You are fine."
Five minutes later, Luiza continues to rub Konrad's back; he's dead asleep after everything Minerva said for Luiza to do. Luiza had to fully hypnotise Konrad as the only way to stop him from having nightmares he frequently gets. A few minutes later, Luiza had Konrad around her body, and she fell asleep herself, keeping her boyfriend close. Konrad did stay asleep that entire night as well without waking up.