12-30-2022, 01:01 AM
The New Me?
Ever since mutually deciding to end her nearly 5 year marriage with Victor Mason, Kelsai Adamson-Mason was in a perpetual state of loss.
Loss of her hopes
Loss of her dreams
And oftentimes loss of her consciousness of damn close
It just seemed that no matter how she tried, her life just seemed so empty. It could be impending divorce, it could be all of her friends and fans that she turned her back on when she went all in on herself in GCW. To be fair, she did win both of the company’s world championships simultaneously, the only person ever to do that, but she had to ask herself now one important question as she sat alone upstairs in the condo of her sister (for all intents and purposes anyway) Jaina Lancaster…
Was it all worth it?
Right now, it certainly didn’t feel that way. Then again that emptiness she was feeling could be something else entirely, a secret that only Jaina knows, and maybe only Jaina will ever know.
Jaina: “How are you doing today sis?”
Kelsai: “Like I am getting exactly what I deserve.”
Jaina: “What do you mean?”
Kelsai: “I mean I went around treating everyone like shit for months and months and so now it’s only fair that life decides to treat me like shit. I deserve this and know I am getting it, the full brunt of it.”
Jaina: “Stop it. This is just like Aunt Bree saying that she deserved to be raped because she treated people poorly. Tragedy doesn’t work like that.”
Kelsai: “I’m trying to believe you babe. Some days are just worse than others I guess.”
Should I start by saying hi everybody or maybe just ask all of the fans of SCW how have you been?
That would seem appropriate seeing as how it has been a while since I have been here, inside of one of the rings that I dreamed of being a star in from the time that I could watch wrestling. I need to say too that I don't know what the future might bring as far as wrestling. (I don't know what the future might look like personally either, but that is another matter.)There are certainly no plans for me to come back anywhere and wrestle. No, this is what is termed in the business as a one off, a guest appearance. So, no matter what happens in the battle royal, you will not be seeing me on SCW Breakdown. That is a guarantee.
Rather for me, this is about getting back to basics, and nothing is more basic for me than getting back inside of the ring. Instinctively, I am still a competitor and a battle royal is the ultimate in competition. Every person for themselves, and I like the way that SCW does it too, having both men and women compete. There is nothing that a man can do that a woman cannot. That sounds very simple to say but in SCW? You have to actually step between the ropes and prove it, something that has never been a problem for me.
Being back in SCW in itself is interesting to me. This place will always hold a special place in my heart, and in the time I spent here, while it wasn’t as successful as I would have liked it to be concerning wins and losses? There is no doubt that I was one of the most popular wrestlers in the world, and when I left SCW to solely focus on GCW that was still the case in the beginning at least.
Then came the last year, and everything changed because of me. I had one of the most successful years in recent memory in professional wrestling. I didn’t even lose until May. However, in the process of being so successful in the ring, I became a massive bitch everywhere.
What did you think that I was going to try and deny what I had become?
What would be the point of that when everyone who was paying attention knows the reality of the situation?
I was absolutely awful to so many people at every opportunity, and I will say even now that some people deserved every word of it. Many other people did not though, and because of that, the fans of this industry have been letting me know for quite some time now that they did not approve of my actions. They had every right though because I was supposed to be a role model for little girls and then I became selfish and ruthless only looking out for number one. Now I am trying to make amends for what I have done, but I am not naive enough to think that fans are going to forget just like that and love me again. Fans are going to ask for forgiveness time and again and that might not be good enough for many of them.
Really the only thing I can focus on these days is getting back to that which I have become famous for; competing. All that time I went, nearly 6 months without losing a match at all and what I became known for was resiliency. It didn’t matter who it was, they could hit me with the best that they had to offer, but they still couldn’t keep me down no matter how hard they tried. I have taken the last couple months away from the ring while I have been working on some personal issues, but that doesn’t mean that I have forgotten how to wrestle. I am one of the best wrestlers in the world, there was a time for almost four months that I held not one but TWO world championships in GCW simultaneously and I was the first person in GCW history to do that. What I am going to remind everyone in this battle royal you don’t get to do that accidentally either, I did that because very few people can outlast anyone else in the ring but I can, and come New Year’s Eve you can bet that I will too.
For so many people that are in this annual end of year battle royal, this is either a platform for something bigger and better, like a launching pad for a new idea or gimmick, or even worse, nothing more than a joke. Hell, think about the past history of this event. Dylan Howell for example, who I have heard might be making an appearance this year, wore a damn Mankini when he won the event!
This year though will be different, there will be no joke that ends up winning the battle royal because I am not a joke, alright? I am going to win this battle royal and unlike so much of my championship reigns in GCW which were admittedly mired in controversy, I am going to do this the right way. I am going to work my ass off in that ring even if it is just for one night and I will be the last person standing. I might not know what the future may have in store for me beyond that, but on New Year’s Eve I truly hope that everybody else in that match is ready, not that it will matter if they are. To win a battle royal you need to throw your opponent’s over the top rope with both feet hitting the floor. You would think this type of match would not favor someone as small as me but, the thing is you can’t eliminate what you can’t catch, and there is nobody who is going to be in that ring who can catch me!
Is everyone starting to understand this yet? This is not a joke alright? This is not a new gimmick either. I want, no, I NEED to prove that as long as I have decided that I am going after something in the world of professional wrestling, there is nobody and I mean NOBODY that can deny me.
I want this BADLY, and on New Year’s Eve? I am going to come and get it no matter who might think that they can stop me. I hope everyone else is ready to be wrestling for second place because your winner in the battle royal?
That will be this girl right here!
Ever since mutually deciding to end her nearly 5 year marriage with Victor Mason, Kelsai Adamson-Mason was in a perpetual state of loss.
Loss of her hopes
Loss of her dreams
And oftentimes loss of her consciousness of damn close
It just seemed that no matter how she tried, her life just seemed so empty. It could be impending divorce, it could be all of her friends and fans that she turned her back on when she went all in on herself in GCW. To be fair, she did win both of the company’s world championships simultaneously, the only person ever to do that, but she had to ask herself now one important question as she sat alone upstairs in the condo of her sister (for all intents and purposes anyway) Jaina Lancaster…
Was it all worth it?
Right now, it certainly didn’t feel that way. Then again that emptiness she was feeling could be something else entirely, a secret that only Jaina knows, and maybe only Jaina will ever know.
Jaina: “How are you doing today sis?”
Kelsai: “Like I am getting exactly what I deserve.”
Jaina: “What do you mean?”
Kelsai: “I mean I went around treating everyone like shit for months and months and so now it’s only fair that life decides to treat me like shit. I deserve this and know I am getting it, the full brunt of it.”
Jaina: “Stop it. This is just like Aunt Bree saying that she deserved to be raped because she treated people poorly. Tragedy doesn’t work like that.”
Kelsai: “I’m trying to believe you babe. Some days are just worse than others I guess.”
Should I start by saying hi everybody or maybe just ask all of the fans of SCW how have you been?
That would seem appropriate seeing as how it has been a while since I have been here, inside of one of the rings that I dreamed of being a star in from the time that I could watch wrestling. I need to say too that I don't know what the future might bring as far as wrestling. (I don't know what the future might look like personally either, but that is another matter.)There are certainly no plans for me to come back anywhere and wrestle. No, this is what is termed in the business as a one off, a guest appearance. So, no matter what happens in the battle royal, you will not be seeing me on SCW Breakdown. That is a guarantee.
Rather for me, this is about getting back to basics, and nothing is more basic for me than getting back inside of the ring. Instinctively, I am still a competitor and a battle royal is the ultimate in competition. Every person for themselves, and I like the way that SCW does it too, having both men and women compete. There is nothing that a man can do that a woman cannot. That sounds very simple to say but in SCW? You have to actually step between the ropes and prove it, something that has never been a problem for me.
Being back in SCW in itself is interesting to me. This place will always hold a special place in my heart, and in the time I spent here, while it wasn’t as successful as I would have liked it to be concerning wins and losses? There is no doubt that I was one of the most popular wrestlers in the world, and when I left SCW to solely focus on GCW that was still the case in the beginning at least.
Then came the last year, and everything changed because of me. I had one of the most successful years in recent memory in professional wrestling. I didn’t even lose until May. However, in the process of being so successful in the ring, I became a massive bitch everywhere.
What did you think that I was going to try and deny what I had become?
What would be the point of that when everyone who was paying attention knows the reality of the situation?
I was absolutely awful to so many people at every opportunity, and I will say even now that some people deserved every word of it. Many other people did not though, and because of that, the fans of this industry have been letting me know for quite some time now that they did not approve of my actions. They had every right though because I was supposed to be a role model for little girls and then I became selfish and ruthless only looking out for number one. Now I am trying to make amends for what I have done, but I am not naive enough to think that fans are going to forget just like that and love me again. Fans are going to ask for forgiveness time and again and that might not be good enough for many of them.
Really the only thing I can focus on these days is getting back to that which I have become famous for; competing. All that time I went, nearly 6 months without losing a match at all and what I became known for was resiliency. It didn’t matter who it was, they could hit me with the best that they had to offer, but they still couldn’t keep me down no matter how hard they tried. I have taken the last couple months away from the ring while I have been working on some personal issues, but that doesn’t mean that I have forgotten how to wrestle. I am one of the best wrestlers in the world, there was a time for almost four months that I held not one but TWO world championships in GCW simultaneously and I was the first person in GCW history to do that. What I am going to remind everyone in this battle royal you don’t get to do that accidentally either, I did that because very few people can outlast anyone else in the ring but I can, and come New Year’s Eve you can bet that I will too.
For so many people that are in this annual end of year battle royal, this is either a platform for something bigger and better, like a launching pad for a new idea or gimmick, or even worse, nothing more than a joke. Hell, think about the past history of this event. Dylan Howell for example, who I have heard might be making an appearance this year, wore a damn Mankini when he won the event!
This year though will be different, there will be no joke that ends up winning the battle royal because I am not a joke, alright? I am going to win this battle royal and unlike so much of my championship reigns in GCW which were admittedly mired in controversy, I am going to do this the right way. I am going to work my ass off in that ring even if it is just for one night and I will be the last person standing. I might not know what the future may have in store for me beyond that, but on New Year’s Eve I truly hope that everybody else in that match is ready, not that it will matter if they are. To win a battle royal you need to throw your opponent’s over the top rope with both feet hitting the floor. You would think this type of match would not favor someone as small as me but, the thing is you can’t eliminate what you can’t catch, and there is nobody who is going to be in that ring who can catch me!
Is everyone starting to understand this yet? This is not a joke alright? This is not a new gimmick either. I want, no, I NEED to prove that as long as I have decided that I am going after something in the world of professional wrestling, there is nobody and I mean NOBODY that can deny me.
I want this BADLY, and on New Year’s Eve? I am going to come and get it no matter who might think that they can stop me. I hope everyone else is ready to be wrestling for second place because your winner in the battle royal?
That will be this girl right here!
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